god i have a headache. story of my life though, i think i've had at least a small head ache every day of my life for as long as i can remember. they usually go away after about an hour, but this one i've had since 3 this afternoon. i've been putting off doing my self portrait paint brush for design, it was supposed to be due this morning but ( Read more... )

i'm so tired. dave and mike stayed last night and mike and i were up till 7:45 this morning watching trigun. and tomorrow i get to totally redo my collage for design, they tore my first one apart totally. and then i tried to get some of my mojo back last night and today by making aaron a t-shirt for his birthday. so i picked rocko's modern life, he ( Read more... )

so i spent three quarters of this evening making a collage for design. we were supposed to convey some sort of emotion so i picked a panic attack, which is a lot of emotions rolled into one. the whole damn thing just about gave me a panic attack. but anyway, all i really want to do right now is talk to mike, but he's not online. i haven't really ( Read more... )

UGGGGGHHHH. so tonight was the last ever dismemberment plan show and NO ONE could go with me. so i got to sit home and watch the usual suspects with my dad. which was very fun considering how intricate that movie is and how much i had to explain to him.but anyway, it's been forever since i've written in here, i've just been so busy. i started ( Read more... )

i'm so bored, all i've really done for the past 2 days is sleep. monday started off with a wicked migraine that wouldn't just go away, i took an imitrex hoping that would get rid of it, but it did nothing, so my mom called the doctor and he suggested going to the emergency room and getting a shot for it b/c he didn't want to mix medications. so i ( Read more... )

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so, i've seen mike twice lately in the past 2 months. only twice, and you know what? i don't miss him, i don't sit and wonder what he's doing, i don't care who he's with or who he wants to date, i just plain do not care anymore. and it's great.something inside of me just snapped and i realized after all the shit he put me through, he's not even ( Read more... )

i have so much crap to do and i just don't feel like doing it.this week has just sucked. the only thing i've gotten out of it is shoes.i skipped school twice this week just to go shopping.if i keep on this track i'm going to be uneducated and broke.and i'm watching the cosbys b/c it's 1 am and theres nothing else on.the episode about the goldfish ( Read more... )

well, it's over. and i really feel secure this time in saying that mike and i are finished, completely and totally. i don't even want to look at him, i don't even want to think about him. he ended it, as usual. he wrote me an e-mail and said the same banal crap he always says. whats really making me ill about the whole thing is that i predicted it ( Read more... )

Here you can be anything ( Read more... )