today,i almost finished the 2nd season dvds for THE O.C.

and tomorrow is best friend time.
yay.

and i'm spending the night with my boyfriend.

I GOT SOME HALLOWEEN PEEEPS!!!

so,basically.
my mom's being a bitch right now and never keeps her word to me.

today wasn't good.

summer was great.
now i'm over it.

can't wait until halloween.
AMANDABOT IS COMING!!!! : )
plaaaan on getting a couple big boxes and spraypainting them so i can be a robot.
HAHAH.

piano  is fun.

everything is great.
and i eat too much cap'n crunch now.

i'm really happy.
i like taking naps with him.

the other day we had the absolute worst luck.
really long story.
to make it short--- tire blew out on i95.drove 20 minutes going 40 mph looking for a gas station to fill up the spare
because it was kind of flat..the the spare blew up.
stuck in rain an hour away from my house. took it to walmart but it ( Read more... )

All of last night just seems like a horrible nightmare.

no,no,no.
i can't wait for you anymore.

and..
no, we can't finish that conversation tomorrow.

it's just going to end up hurting me more.
remember.. just like you said...
"i'm not worth it".

i'm never worth it.
it's alright,i've gotten use to it.
and all of this has already been thrown away.

i like summer and eating popsicles and being able to wear pretty skirts.

it makes me all smiley on the inside.

on another note:

Happy 18th Birthday, Clista!!!

<3

i hate how you always give up on me.

Looks like i'm going to California. really soon.

atleast that's what my mom said.
and she told me to look at plane tickets today for the end of next week/the week after.

Anyone want to hangout before i leave?

it's times like this i wish i had gone to california instead of staying here.