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amandamagick

update

Jul 29, 2005 10:41

I know I should not be having depression and anxiety. Why am I having it? My mind is crazy right now. I need to look for a good doc I can see and try and get help like Zoloft or something. I am trying to stay sane and reach out to my friends for companionship while I deal with my crazy mind. Anyone that knows me well enough to have my phone number ( Read more... )

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mdarski July 29 2005, 10:55:36 UTC

Have you had problems with this depression/anxiety before? Can you tie it to anything (hot weather, lonely, ever since... etc.) or does it just seem to come and go? Do you seem to have it at certain times of the day (in the morning it starts or it hits me while I'm alone doing something, etc)? Do certain rooms/parts of your house seem to "not welcome" you more than others? Do you get hot spells? Do you know why you are unable to sleep? (bad dreams, hot flashes,weird feelings,feeling anxious...)
-M

amandamagick July 29 2005, 12:14:27 UTC

Well I feel worse in the morning I guess witht he day ahead of me. But it is all day as well. Yes I have had probs with it before and never found med that was good for me. It has been a long time since so there are a lot of dif meds out now. I am much better when I am not alone meaning another adult with me. I am always hot kind of since I am overweaight I guess. I don't have hot flashes really at least not yet anyway.

my house does not welcome me anywhere there is too much mess but mostly it would be this room maybe it could be the skylight windows in here I hate them. I am talking crazy though because this should be my favorite room and usually is.

I sleep ok I just keep waking up too early and having upset stomach congestion and sometimes diarreah all of which could be caused from my nerves or something.

Thanks for asking me all this.

so far I am tying it to summer and the months of July and August. Happened last year too and the year before.

Anyway thanks a bunch!
--Amanda

foreignlegion July 29 2005, 21:33:19 UTC

Drop me a message at lambda if you want me to phone. I'll also have a talk with your husband, if you'd like. I've had problems like yours since I was a young lad. I can communicate pretty well on the subject.

foreignlegion July 29 2005, 21:34:47 UTC

Er, oops! I got my Amandas scrambled. I have your phone number, and I'll phone you tomorrow. Oy, I hate when I get names mixed up.

mdarski July 29 2005, 22:19:35 UTC

Asking is so not a problem!! As you know I'm very much into the supernatural (as it seems you are getting more into)- that's where some of the questions are coming from. GI symptoms are not uncommon when someone is being "plagued" (can't think of any other word right now) by so much spirit energy or more likely negative energy. By being on all the ghosthunting websites you're into you are inviting them to come to you-they can sense you seeking them out and are so drawn to you. Are you anemic? I've read that the ability to take pictures and capture much energy/orbs/mist/light has to do with the picture taker- that the picture taker has an energy that draws the other energies to the picture. You seem to be good at that too. But just as there is good and bad here there is good and bad energy out there. Maybe your favorite room that is now driving you nuts has an inbetween or parasite or spirit(s) now putting out negative energy, dropping negative thoughts (where your mind just won't stop being SO negative or critical in it's ( ... )