I'm terribly afraid of the summer... and what I know goes on in the summer for me. I'm petrified of going home and just wallowing in my existence. I thought I was in the mood to type a lot, but I realize that I'm lying to myself.

Finals this coming week. Fuck.

and there goes the euphoria...

life will suck ass now for about a week or two, then ill hit the highs again.

Until then, bur is my best friend

Hey creepy kids, I'm back ( Read more... )

Ahhhh too many final projects!!

Ahh, i have my iTunes on shuffle and Backstreet Boys just came on, grrrr.

Ahhhhh, its gonna be 88 today so I'm gonna rock a skirt bitches. Suck on that.

My legs are ugly, amongst other things... but, hey, fuck.

I don't have linear thinking right now.......... i don't want to update anymore.

bye.

So... I dressed nice today just as a round-about way of seemingly being there with my family today. Perhaps I dressed nice so that I felt nice. It didn't work ( Read more... )

I feel like complete shit.

And i miss my papa.

I don't like this week.
Or the week after this.
Or any other day from here on out.

So ( Read more... )

Excuse me!? Where the fuck do you get off telling people that we slept together? If you need to manufacture dirty fuckin lies about sleeping with people who would never sleep with your nasty ass then obviously your sex life is lacking or you have some horrible issues with the telling the truth. Don't fuckin think for one minute that because I am ( Read more... )

Well listen to this one Livejournal ( Read more... )

So after a nap and re-reading what I had written this morning, I have come to a conclusion about my condition. Certainty. If it isn't certain, i want no part in it. This would explain a lot. I am feeling like horrendous shit today but i prefer the constant shit of being in a lying relationship only because i am certain that in the relationship the ( Read more... )