its like 12:30 in the morning and i cant sleep .. i guess mainly cuz i keep thinking abt amanda .. the gurl has my heart in the palm of her hand .. and im just not sure what she is going to do with it .. she says that she wants to be with me .. and that if she didnt then she would break up with me .. but then i read her journal entries and she says ( Read more... )

i have a feeling today isnt going to be the greatest of days :-/ .. but what do i kno .. isnt it funni when ur gf says she wants to be with u .. but then says shesin love with another guy .. would that make u confused .. cuz its got me baffled as fuck .. but thats just me .. maybe im looking to far into things .. maybe im just over reacting .. im ( Read more... )

today was pretty boring .. lol .. i didnt really do much of nething all day at work .. haha .. i washed like one car .. blah .. i am gonnat ry to trade in my car .. on a 2001 pontiac sunfire .. its sweet .. lol .. i really like it .. and my neon is a piece of shyt so i am gonan try to get rid of it .. we will see .. i gotta talk dad into it .. ( Read more... )

yay i got an icon finally .. lol

yay i finally got an icon .. schweet .. lol ..

hey all im pissed my piece of shit car wont start .. i dunno what happened it was running fine earlier today .. then i brough tit home and now its being a fuckin fag .. so now i gotta call douglas tomorrow .. and get them to come pick up my car .. god i aint go tthe money for this shyt .. ugh .. and now i gotta drive the piece of shyt explorer that ( Read more... )

god im such a fucking idiot .. IM NOT BJ .. i care abt amanda so damn much .. i pissed her off majorly bad today .. i get so scared of losing her .. and im scared to tell her how i truly feel becuz i know that she doesnt feel the same towards me right now .. so im just gonna keep it all to myself .. but plz .. dont compare me to BJ .. thats not ( Read more... )

hey.. i stayed at amandas last night .. i had a good time with her .. i love spending time with her.. no one makes me happier .. she was beinga royal bitch today tho .. lol but its ok .. it didnt bother me that much .. lol .. she kept asking me if i was mad at her .. but i wasnt .. it got a lil annoying that she kept asking me that .. becuz i kept ( Read more... )

hey everyone im at hucks .. but i just wanted to make a quick post ..well im not sure if it is really gonna be all that quick .. but i got sum stuff i wanna say .. last night i went to cudas with amanda and my sisters .. i had a great time with amanda .. she makes me feel great lol .. i cherish every moment i spend with her .. i hate being away ( Read more... )

hey .. today was a great day .. hehe .. i stayed with amanda last night .. god that gurl means so much to me .. she makes me happy beyound belief .. The last time i felt like this my heart got broken into a thousand pieces so i hope she is different .. (which i think she is) .. i got to spend the entire day with her .. which was awesome .. except ( Read more... )