I don't know what to say. Steven might be moving, & I can't feel my legs. Jacksonville is so fucking far away. Everything I care about, everyone I love always gets taken away from me. I cried to that boy from 9 p.m to about 2 a.m. I don't know what I'd do without such a wonderful person. He promised he wasn't going anywhere. Oh fuck, please don't ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I'm getting my hair done. Yesssss. & then I'm going to Amber Lee's. We're going swimming. It's gonna be awesome. I <3 her, I'm really gonna miss her when SHE LEAVES ME TO FUCKING DIE HERE IN PENSACOLA WHILE SHE'S IN GULF BREEZE. She had better invite me out there sometimes!

Right now I'm waiting for Adobe Photoshop 7.0 to finish transferring. Thank you, Monk.

Yesssssss.

( stolen. )

random picture post

( PICTURES )

& now I want to kill you like only a best friend could

Maggie & Brad need to keep their mouths shut.
+ No, I don't like Tyler, Anthony, or Sammy.
+ I'm hooking Tyler up with Mary
+ Anthony is my best friend, nothing more, and definately nothing less.
+ I barely even know Sammy?

Whatever, I'm tired of her. I have a plan. & It's

this is a poem that I wrote. It's called 5.

You're just five away.
You're five pounds over the ideal weight, just five.
You're five inches short of the perfect height.
You're five points away from a perfect score.
What in the world is wrong with you?
Is five so hard to fix?
You're five pounds heavier than what we were looking for.
You're five ( Read more... )

Ok, so I decided I would post this over here.

This is something that I was inspired to write when I woke up this morning. So, that's exactly what I did. Below, is the story of Steven and I, and the rocky roads I crawled over to get to him. You don't have to read it, but if you do, I swear, you are the truest friend I've ever had.
( I wanna love you forever, & this is all I'm asking of you )

Aim, snap, fall ( Read more... )

Yesterday was pretty fun. I went with Steven's mom to his baseball game around 10:45 because it started at 11. Me and his mom went back to his house for a bit so we weren't there too early. It was so hot. & the night before, it was terribly cold. I was sweating. Ms. Karen left about halfway through the game but that's okay cause Cory (Arce's gf) ( Read more... )