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to remind myself always
We’re all susceptible to it, the dread and anxiety of not knowing what’s coming. It’s pointless in the end, because all the worrying and the making of plans for things that could or could not happen, it only makes things worse. So walk your dog or take a nap. Just whatever you do, stop worrying. Because the only cure for paranoia is to be here, ( Read more... ) -
"spare the rod & spoil the child"
i used to hate this statement so much. i hated how i was caned by my mum so much, hated how i couldn't have everything that everyone seemed to have- the freedom, the treatment of being an adult etc... but now that i'm 25 & a full-time working adult, i fully endorse this statement. parenting styles have changed so much & I'm quite appalled at some. ( Read more... ) -
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today, it dawned on me... while i am very pleased with what i'm doing in life i.e early childhood industry, do i want to do this for the rest of my life IF my pay is not going to go up? IF with everything said about the industry, nothing changes FOR THE BETTER? while the sermon today in church was loud & clear to be faithful & trust God, i do ( Read more... ) -
thankful.
i want to remember for as long as i may, to remember how thankful i am to my dear God for what you have done for me. i often forget to say thanks, especially when things go wrong. but today, this week, this month... i wanna rejoice in how wonderful you have been to me ( Read more... ) -
average.
i think i suffer from some form of inferiority complex, has to be a middle child syndrome or smth. i just feel like i'll never be good enough at anything. not pretty enough cuz i dont care about touching up my make up or fake eyelashes (yea, the MAC lady told me to NOT be lazy n touch up on my eyeliner regularly instead of getting smth for the oily ( Read more... ) -
hello 2013.
it's been a really long time since i posted something here. well, here i am! (: i know it's already been 10 days into the new year but it's never too late to sum up 2012 right. there are certainly many things i am thankful for ( Read more... ) -
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i was wide awake throughout the day thinking and feeling unjust for my friend. i just had to blog about it. i feel that once two people have ended a relationship, he/she should no longer have the right to enter into another person's accounts and steal information. it doesn't matter what your ex was doing, cuz bluntly said it is no longer any of ( Read more... ) -
please dont mind me.
the disappointment gets harder and harder to swallow with every phase of life i pass through. i've sucked at pretty much everything i've tried out- academically, technical skills, arts, sciences, or math. i have not excelled in any aspect of my life and today was just another reminder. so, i failed my driving test. no, it's not the end of the world ( Read more... ) -
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Everybody's waiting
Everybody's watching
Even when you're sleeping
Keep your ey-eyes open
A tricky thing
As yesterday we were just children
Playing soldiers
Just pretending
Dreaming dreams with happy endings
In backyards, winning battles with our wooden swords
But now we've stepped into a cruel world
Where everybody stands to keep score
Keep your eyes open
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hairy monster issues.
should i dye my hair jet black and leave it that way foreverrr? my hair's damaged from all the hair dying. but i still love my brown hairrrr. should i trim my hair? when shall i go back to clementi to thread my brows?
many unanswered questions stuck in my head. tsk.
everything answered after May & September...
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