Maybe my mind's just on holidays...

[amaneus]

I feel like a tool. I hate feeling so goddamned stupid all the time. And I do it to myself too. Its all me, making up shit it my head. I get these crazy fucked up feelings and I go with them instead of look at them

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[sgritter]

*chuckles*
Mich, you're right, I never will agree with this fear of yours. I mean, in a sense we do all have it, but how much can we focus on it?

I still think my reasons are better than yours.
a) emotionally independant.
b) pessimistic-like.
c) eats babies.

But no matter. If those mean little voices come back, just let us know. We can shout -way- louder than them. Besides, we're right.

"I just want someone to say to me, 'I'll always be there when you wake.'"

[flutters_by]

qu'est-ce que le fear? you can le talk to me too, you know? i want to know what's going on in your head...how you feel. i was damn worried about you the other night and felt entirely useless. I dunno...it's always gonna be up to you...if you don't wanna talk to me I can't make you...I know I'm not as good to talk to as some other people..I'm just always here. No matter what else is going on.

*shrugs* just so you know.