Fuck. Why can't the guys i like ask me out. Everything is so fucking convoluted and frustrating. Oh well i got a nice rose.    

I wanted to thank everyone who came to my birthday party...sorry i was so late. My friends are so sneaky....what a bunch of liars. Anyway, thanks.

I am going to be an Aunt!!!!!

Aylas party was very much fun. It was like a conversation marathon...7 hours is a long time to chat.  i woke up feeling kinda gross though...i slept in a  weird position on her floor and was very relieved when i got to brush my teeth. I love birthdays...Melia's is next!!!

I saw a yellow VW on the way home and it made me happy. I wish i was on it

After school I went to the Thursday peace rally to take pictures (for a show the Moses is making me do that is STRESSING ME OUT)  And i talked to this really cool lady and there is going to be a peace march and rally downtown, by the riverfront, on Saturday at 11!! It is going to be AWESOME!! im so pumped!! Yay civil disobedience!!!

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I have been crying a lot lately. I just want it to stop...im so sick of feeling sorry for myself. I dont even have a reason to feel sorry!! I agree with Teddy, im sorry if ive been bitchy or loud or obnoxious I want to curl up in a corner and not let anyone near me, and at the same time i feel like i really need someone to reach out. Everyone has ( Read more... )

Kat and Amelia are going to a snow patrol concert tonight, which will be freakin awesome and i know they will have a good time. I feel bad though because when i heard that Kat was going i gave her a bad time about it, but it was seriously all in jest. i think i may have taken it a bit far.  I had not intention of making Kat feel bad, and i know now ( Read more... )

My aunt called today. I cant stop thinking about her...and the prick that was my uncle. My uncle is divorcing my aunt and pretty much the rest of the family...his three boys. Apparently my uncle has a mistress and he would rather live with her than my aunt. The asshole. And he doesnt want to support my cousins through college, though he makes alot ( Read more... )

So it was melissa's 19th B-day today. We had a really good time with the neighbors and some friends. Mom cooked a super yummy dinner and we had cake (of course) that i got to ice. I had a really good time...I am so happy that melissa is here...contrary to what some people may think. I feel bad because i gripe about her alot but i really cant ( Read more... )

So basically my relation with my parents sucks, i yell they yell then we start again. Everyday. i just hate how much i hate them...I cant stand how i talk to them but when i try, and i really do try, to tell them how much i love them and how greatful i am, i end up yelling all over again. I dont know how it happens. All i can think about is leaving ( Read more... )