Comments | amaris_kasandra: It's Harder Than I Thought

amaris_kasandra

It's Harder Than I Thought

Oct 23, 2004 03:43

It's been harder than I thought it would be to be apart from BJ. I thought I could deal with it, at least until I went into labor and my hormones and pain took control of my body. But that doesn't seem to be happening. I think I've cried every day since he left, I don't do it continuously or for hours on end or anything, but still. I just miss him ( Read more... )

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nefrytiri October 24 2004, 12:44:03 UTC

Gives me your phone number plz. I will try to call you one day.

nefrytiri October 24 2004, 16:59:40 UTC

Do you have long distance if ya do you can call me anytime. You're gonna be a great mom, dont worry. Sounds like Dominic is just being quiet (at least thats what my mom says). At leasts he's not flopping around:P Now I know Doula is going with you but what about your mom or Bj's mom? Are they going to be at the hospital with you? or plan on coming up as soon as you go into labor?

amaris_kasandra October 24 2004, 17:45:09 UTC

I have long distance on my cell, but I don't always get a signal in my apt. I can call long distance from my apt, but we don't have a plan and it's a lot of money. Oh no, he's flopping around. If I lay down, you can see my belly move when he moves and you can see when he pushes his leg out. I'm going to call my mom and mom-in-law right before I go to the hospital, then they're going to call everyone else and see if they can get someone to cover them at work for a day or so & get their stuff worked out and then they'll be on their way down. They won't be here for the delivery, they might not be here until after I'm home. The next time I come home is gonna be Dec 10th. We're gonna give our sibs their x-mas presents and everyone else their cards, & of course I'm sure everyone will be coming over to see Dominic. Plus my mom is going to watch him b/ that's also our anniversary weekend and we wanna be able to do something. You'll have to give me your # again, I can't remember where anything is anymore, oh & your new address.

nefrytiri October 24 2004, 20:25:29 UTC

Ok i'll just call you. Im sorry I cant be there with you. I would really love to see ya. Once I get some money I'll try to come down and visit. Until then I'll call ya and try to make ya feel better.

Cell 610-506-0453
Home 610-534-2778
New Apt
1300 Clifton Ave
D-1 (same area just next door)
Sharon Hill Pa 19079