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[amarkae_sofoo]

There have been somethings in my life that arent really happy. SO! Who's life doesnt have things that arent really happy either right. Well, I just cant seem to get past one of mine.

Recently I turn 17, wooohoo right, right, well all at the same time I met my 19 year old sister who lives in Tenn with her totally awesome boyfriend Derek. It was

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[wcs07]

i can't relate personally but i can understand what you're talking about--- i have actually thought about it myself - i have thought about how you feel about finally meeting your sister- i have put myself in your shoes- imagining how i would feel-- and all i can come up with is "strange"--- Gah katie- you and i have been so close for so long ---all of those years and all of those memories, i have always felt like i knew katie farish.. like i knew all about your life and your family and everything- we have been like best friends... katie when i think back on my childhood, you are going to stick out in my mind--- but then at the party i saw shelly, and i could definitely see strong similarities between you two- and it was weird but i was thinking- this is so strange, it was like a part of katie farish that i knew nothing about, a sister that i had never met- i can't really describe it to where you can understand it- its from a best friends perspective, just like you cant really make me understand it from your perspective- and i know

[amarkae_sofoo]

Chris, you are one of my bestest (teehee) friends! You are my next door neighboor, my good friend from across the Blacktop Chris Smith! If you hadnt have moved in next door I wouldnt be the same. It wasnt that I dont want to tell you what was going on in my mind, I really did want to tell you and I had planned to. Thomas just new when I walked in the room that I had a major issue running rampant and eating away at me. Trust me I was in no way going to tell him but there really wasnt any way to get out of that situation with out alot of fuss. No one saw me chewing it over in my mind every second of that party. Chris I wanted her attention so bad you have no idea! Thats why I was so grumpy I didnt know what I did wrong. Then people started leaving and things just got so out of hand for me. I thought that people just couldnt understand and if they did I am sure they werent going to want to talk to me about it. I am not too close to anybody, I am really close to you and for some reason Thomas. I wanted you to know. So I did what I