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amaskofsmiles

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Mar 31, 2006 23:36

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amaskofsmiles April 1 2006, 05:08:12 UTC

you were my first real boyfriend. I don't know what i'm doing.
I never did and i never claimed to. I didn't know what to do in the situation we had going.
Boy i love how that just markes me as indecisive.

ive never felt so sorry and wrong before.. i deserve it though dsouders7 April 1 2006, 05:58:46 UTC

none of what you said was said about you int hat group situaion. no one called you a btich and it was just mentioned cause i was there so the girl skinner blonde asked why am i here and my cuz said im here to get away for a day cause my gf broke up with meand im a bit hurt still by it. they asked why before i could answer kim my cousin said cause she felt like it and i said cause she just fellout of love and then they said younger girls dontknow what they want. no one insluted you i even told htem that your my best firned and your irreplaceable. but i question this..."Ask anyone. None of my friends can believe i stayed with you as long as i did. Everyone says that i shouldn't maintain a relationship with you." i think you stuck up for me too..i want to believe you did. i dont know if you did or not i want to think you did.. you need to read what i sent you in myspace...it explains it all.. after i enterd it all and read wht you put omg it tore me apart and i admit i was wrong and i deserve thsi and i deserve more i know but youhave ( ... )

Re: ive never felt so sorry and wrong before.. i deserve it though liz_diz_in_pain April 1 2006, 15:00:26 UTC

she did stick up for you by the way! she's a better person that the one you thought up!

Re: ive never felt so sorry and wrong before.. i deserve it though dsouders7 April 1 2006, 16:33:38 UTC

iknow how great she is....i realized why i acted the way i did too.. i dont want to talk about it though. and it isnt the main reason it all happend but it is a contribution to it.. im glad that she did stick up for me, i thought she would. i am sorry for everything though, i made so many people mad at me yesterday and said so many hurtful things and i dont htink ill ever be forgiven, but what makes it worse is that i did it to the one girl that didnt deserve it at all, the one girl that truly matters to me, that i care so much about, i hurt her so much..i hate myself and everything that has happend i wish yesterdya never happend.

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