amativus

belief system

amativus Oct 23, 2009 02:23

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Winter smoke is blue and bitter:
women comfort you in winter.

Scent of thyme is cool and tender:
girls are music to remember.

Men are made of rock and thunder:
threat of storm to labor under.

Cypress woods are demon-dark:
boys are fox-teeth in your heart.

- Tennessee Williams

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amativus Oct 07, 2009 01:28

I feel I like about 90% of the world more than it likes me. I don't know why that is.

n'oublie pas

amativus Aug 17, 2009 23:37

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paris

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amativus Aug 09, 2009 02:59

Today as a reminder of what bounty life has brought me, what surprises it is constantly presenting, and what treasures it holds for my future. All my loved ones are tucked away and safe and all the things I ache for will still be possible in the morning. Sleep tight, sweet dreams.

the truth

amativus Jul 31, 2009 21:11

All I ever wanted to be was a combination of these two.

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amative: disposed to love

amativus Jul 27, 2009 02:40

I want to love you while I can, she said, what's wrong with that? And because I had no answer I looked away, and when I turned to leave, lost consciousness and fell. My arms spun over my head, and my body floated there in the dark. I could feel my heart beating slowly, then slower still, until I felt nothing at all. It was quiet, I was happy, I ( Read more... )

and now a brief interruption

amativus Jul 15, 2009 14:37

Yeah I'm intimidated by a lot of people and these days I feel uncultured and uncouth but I'm happier than most of those people so at least I'll die with a smile on my face. I'm really tired of people searching for Truth, they're miserable and derive nothing but superiority complexes from their searches. Just because I'm not out there examining all ( Read more... )

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amativus Jul 03, 2009 18:17

Oh my god I love my job so much. I just bought a super deluxe robe on my lunch break. Now I'm going to spend my lunch break wearing it as I nap on the couch. Life is so hard.

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amativus Jun 30, 2009 00:24

A loveless year, and now, mercifully, it is done. I am almost afraid, knowing my time in Santa Cruz is limited, to do anything special or time consuming or difficult. The best kinds of people in my life are those who push me to action. Right now my life's metaphor is that I am always willing to go along for the ride but I don't have a driver's ( Read more... )