okay. so here's the deal. i felt like writing. i wrote a whoel entry and just erased it. on purpose. you see, it was one of those entries that went through my weekend. which, although it was eventful, it's not what i want to write or read. not at all. see, what i really want to do is go to sleep and wake up and have everything be excellent. just ( Read more... )

everyone should look up "Goodbye Waves and Driveways" by the Rocket Summer ( Read more... )

Okay. So it's midnight and i'm in a pretty much abandoned (minus some creepy guy) parking lot changing a flat tire. if you didn't happen to go outside tonight, it's effing freezing out there. actually, that doesn't even begin to describe it. It's just unbeliveably cold. it took us at least 20 minutes to change it too, probably b/c you can't really ( Read more... )

i looked at a bunch of old pictures today. and it's weird. I look exactly the same four years ago as i do now. Execpt at the same time, when i look at pics from last year, i feel like i look entirely different. Not even recognizable. My mannerisms, faces, everything seem different from this year. Probably just my imgagination ( Read more... )

Coicidentally enough, I, like chad....have made my decision ( Read more... )

I went swinging by myself today. everyone else was at school and i had about 15 minutes. It was just like every movie, where you just try and go higher and higher until you actually reach the top, and feel like you could jump, soar over all the playground equipment and fly to wherever you feel like. Amazing. Sometimes i think it's easy to forget ( Read more... )

I'm not completley convinced that life has meaning. However, I think the key to feeling like you live a purposeful life is to simply make goals for yourself. Short term goals. And make yourself excited about things. Little. Crappy things. But it's okay, b/c in your mind you think it's fucking awesome. Like, if i look forward to burning water with ( Read more... )

wow...so i guess i'm pretty bad about updating, eh ( Read more... )

I hope everyone's x-mas is going well. Mine has been pretty great so far. It's the first christmas in my new house! But really that doesn't seem weird, and it wasn't strange to walk to christmas at my Grandma Joan's (she lives like 4 houses away, and it was 40 out) I go to my Grandma Judy's at 6:00, but i'll probably leave in about 10 minutes ( Read more... )

January: And latley the weather has been so bi-polar, and consequently so have I ( Read more... )