Somehow Bobby and Chris made up and are friends again......Somehow, I ended up tlaking to Chris on the phone the other night, and now we are even on speaking terms....Isn't it weird how even after swearing your undying hatred to someone.....It's so easy to just, give it all up....just to spare the argument ( Read more... )

My boyfriend is spending the night at the house of the person that wants to kill me.

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I just got off the phone with my friends Julio and Polly...and I am utterly depressed. Just hearing the way they are on the phone, just listening to their conversation, it brought tears to my eyes, and loneliness to my heart. I want what they have. I do love Bobby, with all of my heart and all of my soul, but he is so far away from me. I know he ( Read more... )

This morning at about 2 o'clock, I just started crying, nonstop, just crying my eyes out. I don't even know why. But I sat in my room and cried for hours. I couldn't make it stop. I still can't figure out what went wrong. Then it was about 3:30, and I still hadn't slept at all, and I have to get up at 5:00 every morning for school, So I went to my ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:Very HighSchizoid:HighSchizotypal:Very HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:Very HighDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:Low
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I’ve spent a lot of the last week thinking. Thinking about Bobby, thinking about Gary, and thinking about how worried I am about Mary. I’m going to use this opportunity to get some things off my chest that has been bothering me ( Read more... )

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Sorry I havent written in a couple of days, I've just been so busy.....I got to talk to Bobby on Friday night, THANK GOD. I was going insane from not talking to him. He is doing well (in a manner of speaking), and as it turns out, he did not check himself in, he was sent there by his doctor...But I wont go into a lot of detail. I was supposed to ( Read more... )