so pointless..i never get a chance to grow up the way i want. i'm already an adult. permission is always a daily risker. i'm so sick & tired of being the one "rents" always ask where i'm at, once i step out of the house. i hate it when i get the blame for coming home past twelve when my siblings come no later than 3. its annoying.

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the only person i should (would; could) be disappointed with..is myself. Life, for right now, won't be the same. Lately, there hasn't been a feeling of readiness each time i wake up in the morning. & when i fall asleep, it's not that i felt satisfied for doing much of everything i wanted to end the day..my way, but it just happens i silently cry ( Read more... )