Boom!

[ambe_marie]

So, yeah, I just read my sisters blog on xanga, and I don't know why Jacque never told me she didn't want to live with me in OKC, but instead she wanted to move to Florida with Grant, her boyfriend. I feel like shit. I know that I've ruined most of her life, and I don't want to ruin anything else. I don't need her to take care of me all the time

Comments

[anonymous]

I never said that I didn't want to live w/ you in OKC. That never crossed my mind. If I hadn't wanted to all along, would I have been making plans with you to do it??? Think about it, Bear. I have always, always, ALWAYS told you what I needed to tell you. I've never kept anything from you that you needed to know and I've always worn everything out on my sleeve with you. You know when something is up w/ me. I've never "just tolerated/put up with" you. If we're together its because we both want to be, right? I've never treated you like you were my charity case. I never meant it to be that way. You never ruined anything for me or anyone else. Please, believe me, Marie. I love you.

GANGSTA, GOD DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[alecia_jane]

I love you too, Meow! You need to call the celly telly elly. We want to hang out with you if you are up to it, and even if you are not up to it we will make you up to it, because we are as gangsta as it gets in the ghetto of PC, plus I know you hate it when I bust a cap!

b/c phone calls & email just wont do...

[anonymous]

I will never, ever, ever be able to hate you. EVER. You are too important to me and too crucial to my happiness. I'm sorry I didn't tell you that he asked me to move down in a year to be with him--but I didn't want you to get upset or worry about any of it, which is exactly what happened. I'm not ready to really discuss it w/ the Family yet because I don't have a clue as to what I'm doing. Like I said last night, I want to see if I even like the state... and Grant & I will have to see if the long distant thing can work out. There are a lot of factors involved here, and yes, you are an important one. Sorry.. thats just the way it is. :) And, yes.. I love him and I told him (and Shawna doesn't know any of this..)