I feel like I can breath for once. I haven't felt so, well, happy, in quite a while.

some lyrics I'm working on, I'm not done. They suck but whatever ( Read more... )

Tara and I chilled today, it was good fun. I feel like shit right now. My belly hurts. bluhhhh. vomit.

We played in portland with SYX on saterday it was cool.

Um yea I cleaned today! yeah! it was sooo fun! eh...Um Tara and I are good again. Me and her are going to the lake tomorrow. Should be fun. shite I'm going to go eat.

Uh went to the studio today, got the guitars done! yeah! now I'm nervious. I hope me and Tara work things out tonight. I make my self physicly sick when I think of being without her. Hopefully all goes well.

Today was coo, Bryan and I went to long lake with Barely B and went swimming at the cliffs. Justin Allen jumped off a 60 foot cliff, it sounded like it hurt. Then I heard some of the new Barely B stuff and it sounds exceptional. But yea now Tara is telling me to update my journal so I did. Ha.

so yea the ambeo site is down for anyone who cares. We are switching servers. I get to go out to the studio tomorrow and lay out some shizzat. Tara and I chilled today, took a walk at like 10 and came back and watched the daily show, among other things. I've been working on some cool ambeo shirt ideas, all I've been doing is working on shirt / ( Read more... )

Saw the Village last night, it was pretty bizare, but good. Same thing with Manchurian Canidate. I'm really bored. I miss Tara. Um. yea. bored. Fuck. I'm gonna watch southpark.

My room is really hot.

Um, yea my day sucked fucking ass. Which isn't a surprize as of lately, I'm just really unhappy lately. I need to get my shit together. All I can think about is who I'm letting down everyone I love. I need to motivate myself, I think it would make me, my girl, and my family a lot happier.