A few pills later, and i'm ready to talk ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

confusion = mood of the week ( Read more... )

i'm horrible. someone should seriously just stuff me on a bus/train/airplane and ship me off somewhere so that no one here that i care about will ever be let down by me or hurt by me ever again. my mom deserves a better daughter. my dad wouldn't know. why am i here? if it were up to anyone, i wouldn't be.

tonight was alright. j.allen came over and totally suprised me! that was super nice b/c i didnt think i'd get to see her today, but i did! wee ( Read more... )

so i just got home after an interesting/fun/depressing night ( Read more... )

Talked things over with J today. everything is fine. of course ( Read more... )

pretty sad that all this thing is for is :
1.boredom
2.attention
3.redemption

okay, so i'm tired and about to go to bed....but first I must say ( Read more... )

It's been FOREVER since i've written on my livejournal. Nice eh ( Read more... )