so.

i've realized a lot of things lately...

i don't care about things/people that i used to care A LOT about. 
all of my friends are, distant. 
i've worked every single weekday, for the past 2 weeks.
i'm gonna have money, but that doesn't really make me happy anymore. 
nothing doesn't make me happy anymore. 
i hate my hair. 
i just deleted my ENTIRE ( Read more... )

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:)

good nights.

with good friends.

& a stupid guy at mcdonalds.

no matter what liza says. i soo could have kicked his ass.

i'm not telling the story. liza will.

haha.

<3

well.

i'm pretty happy.

i have two fabulous best friends, & i have no idea what i would do without them. <3

so. ya.

<3 i'm sure things are gonna start to look up. ;)

i hate everything.

pretty much.

i hate the fact that i even hate anything at all.

so ( Read more... )

Michelle Branch
Goodbye To You
Of all the things I've believed in I just want to Get it over with Tears form behind my eyes But I do not cry Counting the days That pass me by I've been searching Deep down in my soul Words that I'm hearing Are starting to get old It feels like I'm starting all over again The last three years Were just pretend ( Read more... )

okay ( Read more... )

okay, here is a song that i used to listen to every single day, awhile ago. before adam and i were together.

natalie imbruglia-torn.

i have been wanted to listen to that soo much lately.

it kinda, hits the spot i guess.

i was super happy earlier. now, i'm just kinda blah. i'm not really sad, i just am thinking too much right now.

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well, i'm not tired at all.

i went to bed supppper early.

last night was lame times 10. i guess i had fun dancing, but i hated the way things turned out.

i hate having to do hard things to make other things better.

and it doesn't matter what anyone says, it still hurts. and it will for a long time. but hopefully, things will go the way i ( Read more... )