I've been thinking of asking Mom if we should just take the tree down and stick the presents in the closet til Jake comes home. And he WILL come home, I know it. He has to, right?

At least I know he's ok. Carlos stopped by, he apparently's been calling him - and Jordan. I just wish I knew why he wouldn't call me. So he's ok, or was earlier ( Read more... )

Christmas was horrible ( Read more... )

Oh my god! Some stupid little freshman kid kept bugging me today, talking about some stupid curse. Like I would have anything to do with a freshman? Please! Credit me with some sense of taste! I finally told him that if he didn't get over himself and stop stalking me, I'd totally tell Jake on him. That finally freaked him out and he took off ( Read more... )

Oh thank god ( Read more... )

God, Jake can be such ... a jerk! Well just because I'm a pixie? Is no reason to try to boss me around. I might look like a little kid but I'm still Amber O'Neil ( Read more... )

Ok, this magic stuff? It's just stupid. Grrr! It makes me so mad I just want to go out and smash stuff ( Read more... )

Ok, it's totally official. Sunnydale is like, the weirdest place on the entire planet to live. So I'm a pixie. And you'd think, ok, pixie - can't exactly show up at school when I'm, you know, a FREAK ( Read more... )

Ok, so apparently I'm some sort of pixie? That's why I'm just - tiny and I keep - flickering from one room to the next if I don't pay attention?

This is just bizarre! First of all, magic and stuff is real? I would be totally thinking that Jake was on crack except for, you know, the whole being a pixie thing ! And this is seriously ...well, ( Read more... )

Oh my god, when I agreed with Lauren to go to the Bronze to see Jake play? Sooo resigned to just another evening listening to his crappy music.

Only, Josh Davidson was there! And he totally asked me to sit down and bought me a soda and said I'm the prettiest cheerleader in Sunnydale. Which, you know, is completely obvious to anybody with half a ( Read more... )

God, Jake has just been pouting the entire trip back from Dad's. I mean, I know it sucks for him, he had to miss some lame gig that nobody really cares about. But you know, this is my holiday too, you think he could make some sort of effort to being polite to me and Dad ( Read more... )