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sometimes when i lay in bed at night, i try to think of things i'd like to/might dream about. or i think of people i've not seen in awhile. or conversely i think of people i've seen recently. i guess there's really no rhyme or reason to it. anyways, last night i was thinking about what i could dream about, hoping maybe to influence it i guess. and i finally decided, nothing was popping into my head. then for some reason i thought about yvonne, but i don't know what i would dream about her, so i tried to think of something else. but i guess i fell asleep sooner than i remember and i actually dreamt about her. haha. but it was weird. and she was more not in the dream than actually in it. but i was with her and a friend of hers and we were in a car or something. and there was a storm and we went to her place. or her bathroom or something. but suddenly she wasn't there. it's been awhile since i got up and i can't remember it as clearly anymore... anyhow, it ended up being that i was at her place with her friend, but she had to leave to go back to my place for a towel. (??) haha. dreams make oh so much sense, eh...well she called me from over there and said the storm was so bad she couldn't go back out again. and that we shouldn't try to either, just to stay at her place for the night. oh i know who was with us. katherine, she's really nice. i've met her several times. she actually stayed with yvonne for a few weeks after she broke up with her boyfriend. and .. i can't remember if this dream was in german or not. cause with yvonne and katherine i only speak german. no english, unless i'm on the phone and recently yvonne has just continued to speak german on the phone with me. - sidetrack, her boyfriend wanted to talk to me on the phone the other night and holy hell did i feel stupid. i still have so much difficulty speaking german on the phone and i couldn't understand half of what he was saying. random tangent. he seems nice though..is living in sweden at the moment. for awhile. anways. -
a new parargraph might be nice, eh. so. i don't know what language i dreamt in but it's really not important. i told yvonne to go ahead and stay at my place and we both told each other we could use our computers. hers was already on for some reason, even though she rarely uses it. but i got online and then i realized i didn't want her using my computer. haha. computers feel so personal to me sometimes. i'm hesitant to use somebody else's when they're not there in case something pops up that they don't want me to see. and similarly so, i don't like other people to go through my computers in case something pops up that i'd rather they didn't see. i don't know what, really. i don't have porn or naked pictures or anything like that on my computer. hm. i don't even have a lot of writing on here. so i'm not sure why i was so uncool about it. anyhow, in my dream i decided to go back home anyways. great. i really shouldn't branch off onto so many random tangents when writing up something like this. now i've forgotten. oh yeah! so. new dream-frame. haha. i was heading back home and ... something weird happened. oh i'm so not going to be able to explain this even though it's relatively clear in my head. it was strange. i think the main issue is the lack of linear events. or the fact that i don't know how linear they are in relation to each other. *shrug*
oh you know what. i might not even write this up. it's not going to come out right. my mom was in the dream though. but not till the end. and we - we being me and who knows who else - were running away from something. and we ended up in a bathroom. and i was trying to hurry up and dry us all off with the blowdryer before somebody came in and ate us cause our clothes were wet. i guess that would be a something then, rather than a somebody. but there were little pinecones and stuff around the bathroom, and every time i tried to pick them up, they'd move back or a towel would open up or something would happen so that the bathroom was all in disarray. and i was frantically trying to keep everything exactly as how it was supposed to be when somebody came in and scared the shit out of me. i seriously jumped in my dream. that might have been when my alarm first went off. i think i hit the snooze button twice. and it gets even more muddled from here on out. makes oh so much sense, eh. the thing is, i saw my mother at the end of the dream, right before my alarm went off the last time. and everything was alright once i saw her. but then i woke up so it didn't matter anymore.
ok, none of that made any sense. don't even know why i typed it up. i should be showering.
it's pretty sunny out this morning. i want to go for a walk and then go grocery shopping. i feel like making something really delicious for dinner tonight. last night i had a broccoli and cauliflower omelet with emmentaler. and then i kept eating. haha. the week or so before my period i eat like a pregnant woman and it seriously pisses me off. cause i'm already bloated and it just keeps making my belly bigger. not to mention i still haven't lost those couple pounds i gained from eating so much candy. my chocolate belly. haha. good thing i don't drink beer, too. =P
oh yeah. kind of weird thing happened to me yesterday. haha. but i'll type that up later. i really need shower and brush my teeth. =)
a new parargraph might be nice, eh. so. i don't know what language i dreamt in but it's really not important. i told yvonne to go ahead and stay at my place and we both told each other we could use our computers. hers was already on for some reason, even though she rarely uses it. but i got online and then i realized i didn't want her using my computer. haha. computers feel so personal to me sometimes. i'm hesitant to use somebody else's when they're not there in case something pops up that they don't want me to see. and similarly so, i don't like other people to go through my computers in case something pops up that i'd rather they didn't see. i don't know what, really. i don't have porn or naked pictures or anything like that on my computer. hm. i don't even have a lot of writing on here. so i'm not sure why i was so uncool about it. anyhow, in my dream i decided to go back home anyways. great. i really shouldn't branch off onto so many random tangents when writing up something like this. now i've forgotten. oh yeah! so. new dream-frame. haha. i was heading back home and ... something weird happened. oh i'm so not going to be able to explain this even though it's relatively clear in my head. it was strange. i think the main issue is the lack of linear events. or the fact that i don't know how linear they are in relation to each other. *shrug*
oh you know what. i might not even write this up. it's not going to come out right. my mom was in the dream though. but not till the end. and we - we being me and who knows who else - were running away from something. and we ended up in a bathroom. and i was trying to hurry up and dry us all off with the blowdryer before somebody came in and ate us cause our clothes were wet. i guess that would be a something then, rather than a somebody. but there were little pinecones and stuff around the bathroom, and every time i tried to pick them up, they'd move back or a towel would open up or something would happen so that the bathroom was all in disarray. and i was frantically trying to keep everything exactly as how it was supposed to be when somebody came in and scared the shit out of me. i seriously jumped in my dream. that might have been when my alarm first went off. i think i hit the snooze button twice. and it gets even more muddled from here on out. makes oh so much sense, eh. the thing is, i saw my mother at the end of the dream, right before my alarm went off the last time. and everything was alright once i saw her. but then i woke up so it didn't matter anymore.
ok, none of that made any sense. don't even know why i typed it up. i should be showering.
it's pretty sunny out this morning. i want to go for a walk and then go grocery shopping. i feel like making something really delicious for dinner tonight. last night i had a broccoli and cauliflower omelet with emmentaler. and then i kept eating. haha. the week or so before my period i eat like a pregnant woman and it seriously pisses me off. cause i'm already bloated and it just keeps making my belly bigger. not to mention i still haven't lost those couple pounds i gained from eating so much candy. my chocolate belly. haha. good thing i don't drink beer, too. =P
oh yeah. kind of weird thing happened to me yesterday. haha. but i'll type that up later. i really need shower and brush my teeth. =)