meloncholy and the infinite sadness...

[amberbananafish]

Just back from Wicks. Realized how much I miss Shaun when I drunkenly read his lg and saw the last several posts. Sometimes it just sucks the wway things are. The heart heals nut never forgets...

That is all.

Comments

[luciferxiii]

I understand how you feel. Though I have to say that from here it looks like things have only gotten better for you since his departure from your daily life. You are happier, healthier, more successful, and more loved that you have ever been. It is wise that you don't forget. Hugs from CT.

[amberbananafish]

Hahaha, I am a Ra-TARD! lol Yea, You are pretty accurate. Things have improved greatly and the best thing in that situation that could've happened was finding those two together, making me never want to be with either of them again.
Sometimes I catch myself telling a funny story though, form that previous life, hanging out with friends sharing a memory that was once so fond, but now just makes me kinda sad, because both of those ppl that I knew are dead. That's when it sucks. Like last night. Blah... shit happens and gives you superhuman powers though, for that I am grateful.

[luciferxiii]

I know what you mean... it is better to consider certain people dead. Preserve the good memories by not associating who they are now with who they were then...