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Dec 21, 2010 19:13

Need to get something out? Need to tell a secret? Need to tell me something without me knowing who you are? Need to tell someone else something without them knowing who you are? Go ahead, say whatever you like. This is a judgment-free zone.

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anonymous December 22 2010, 00:42:49 UTC
- I am living my romantic life heavily through Kurt/Blaine (Glee). It's rather embarrassing and makes me feel hella lonely. But I can't stop.

- My father doesn't seem to realise how important my rights as a lesbian are to me, and it hurts sfm.

- Even though I've be told otherwise, I always feel like I'm the least important and most easily forgettable person in my group of friends. I never realised how insecure I was.

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anonymous December 22 2010, 08:39:37 UTC
- I can't even count the number of times that I've thought to myself, and wanted to say out, to no one in particular, "It's not my fault I'm straight." Because it's not, but some part of me still feels terrible about it. Because I'm less of a part of the equal rights movement? Because even if things don't go well I'm not directly affected? I'm sorry I'm white and privledged, but it's not my fault. That's what it feels like. It's not my fault, but I can't stop feeling awful about it. (I want a husband and kids, and I feel bad about it. Even though I do have other very strong ambitions. At my core I want a guy, and I'm a girl, and I want to have babies, and go through that horror. And it makes me feel guilty.)

- I'm in love with a guy who told me that he's attracted to guys. (And part of me says, "well, that's why he was perfect AND he became your friend.")

- I want to be mad, I want yell and throw things and cry more, but I can't, because I have to be that happy for them, and I want to be, and I couldn't stand putting us into that ( ... )

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anonymous December 22 2010, 13:49:22 UTC
I'd like to say thank you for that first one. Just... Really. Thank you.

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anonymous December 22 2010, 13:51:08 UTC
i want to fall in love with someone. i want to fall in love with a boy who thinks i'm cool and tells me when i'm being annoying and can appreciate the fact that i like cars and robots as much as i enjoy fashion and cuddling. and sometimes, i really just want to be kissed already. i'm still waitin' for you boy. feel free to turn up in my life at anytime.

&hearts

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anonymous December 22 2010, 13:54:11 UTC
i desperately want to get out of here for college purely so that i can live on my own for a while. not saying i want to get out of home or anything, but i've just had this great urge to live on my own for a while. i think it might do me some good.

chances are it won't happen. and i'll be home for four more years.

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anonymous December 22 2010, 16:08:31 UTC
i don't know why i'm doing this anonymously but i just feel like telling someone that i feel kind of stupidly happy with sat ii scores (780 for math 2 and 670 for literature) because i don't think it's better than my sister, and i know it's still not considered good in my school.

i'm just not as brilliant as some of my friends from school and i always knew i'd never get 800 out of 800 for anything and getting stuck in conversations lamenting scores of 780 and 750 have made me feel like total crap about my scores

...but i actually feel good about this one. if anything i'm actually kind of impressed with myself if i may say so myself.

hopefully this doesn't come off as douchey as i think it does in my head. its never easy being in a school full of overachievers where you kinda become way below average because everyone's an overachiever.

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