this recovery thing a pain in my ass...its like a big pink elephant is in the room but nobody wants to say anything about it. ANGST ( Read more... )

god im tired right now...which doesnt really make sense because ive slept for well over 10 hours. perhaps its the fact that summer has finally set in so my body has gone into a complete lazy ass mode. i had a dream last night that i got fired from tim hortons because i wouldnt go to work. kinda funny ( Read more... )

what a fucking life its been since my last update. so i got kicked out of gram's, Calin crashed her car....well a bitch hit us head on anyways. now i got a beautiful cut on my head. fricken met the boy of my dreams, turns out hes not so wonderful. we totally got hoed out on saturday and sunday. way to go boys. we got to effing sleep in a car till i ( Read more... )

whoa!!! nice weekend ladies. for sure for sure.
yeah got the v on saturday...love riding in cars with boys!!
im in love with his body....mauh-haha
peace~

what in the fuck am i doing??!!!???
FUCK!

what a day...
i cried enough yesterday to get my way so now i have beautiful nails for prom
and tell me darling whats it like up on the other side of the clouds?
i love all you guys that make my days wonderful because its you guys that make days like today bearable.
yes calin im talking about you and christina.
much love darlings ~ amberella chere

fuck me in the ass i think i might possibly have the worst mother alive! i rather her be a naglectful bitch then only there when its good for her. i fucking never learn because i keep putting all this trust in her and counting on her and then she turns around and lets me down the fucking cunt. so she told me weeks ago she would pay for my nails for ( Read more... )

dude cruise fest effing rocked the boat! we had a fucking blast camping and shit. got super drunk the one night at the fire, fought with christina and mitch made her cry. not cool. other then that the weather was perfect and we didnt get too lost ( Read more... )

god im a sorry excuse for a human....i think ive managed to tear at least one heart out the past two weekends. id say im on a pretty good roll here. who should it be next weekend? at this rate ill have no friends left. wonderful ( Read more... )

holy hell...being 18 is so much more difficult then i thought it would be. this weekend was rad...in a how did i live though all of it way. friday night i got my tongue peirced and got drunk at Tim's with Calin and Christina ( Read more... )