today was not a good amber day...people kept getting in my way and making me grumpy. Eric was super gay today too....sometimes i really want to punch him in the face just for the hell of it. hes the one who bitched like an effing girl that we wouldn't be able to really talk anymore and then he sits there when i try to be nice and makes fun of my ( Read more... )

la la another effing monday. Calin, J.C and me went to the human society today and i found a dog i wanted. its a chow mix named buddy and he is the cutest dog EVER. my grandma and me are gunna go up there tomorrow and look at him cuz she said she'd get me a dog. sweet! went and filled out some apps. up at the mall today. finding a job is effing ( Read more... )

this weekend was one of those times in your life when you know that from that point on nothing is ever going to be the same. im not sure at what point that was i just know i feel different now. like im so over the obsessive thing with will i think, i know that i love him to death and that he is one of the most important people in my life so i came ( Read more... )

la la half a day kids. alyssa and me rocked out with our pockets out at the mall all fricken afternoon. but only after we had lunch with three very nice boys. (giggle) so alyssa had a dream about this andy kid and we where talking about him in the parking lot at taco bell well guess who shows up...andy,billy, and this kid that looks like rivers ( Read more... )

well i guess im a terrible liar. i told eric ive never been in love. well with all of us hanging out on friday and will showing up i realized how much i do love Will and the fact that i'm not over him. it feels like i'll never be over him. when we where laying together in drew's bed talking it made me miss him so much and i wanted him to just hold ( Read more... )

fuck'n, riding, its all the same ( Read more... )

im still effing sick! damn who ever gave this to me, you suck!!!

ugh... sick today, not cool. i slept in until 3rd hour then left and never went back. got to spend some time with my baby, always a plus.

4 day weekend. SWEET!

Baby has to race this weekend so i dont get to see him until saturday. *tear

Kristene called and we talked for like a hour i might go chill with her in fenton this weekend or go with alyssa ( Read more... )

Effing Valentine's day...its like a national holiday to make losers (like me) feel like a piece of shit. and of course they sell candy in pretty boxes so i can sit in front of the t.v feeling sorry for myself eating the cheap stuff watching old love movies. what a great day. i would have rather been at school. then at least i would have gotten to ( Read more... )

heck yeah its finally friday kids! im so glad i was sick of effing school for sure. we'll no word from dear old william goerge so i guess that means im not getting my stuff back anytime soon. muther effer! but i get to hang out with eric tonight so thats cool. just sitting here on my butt waiting for drew to come pick me up...that has possibility ( Read more... )