the viewing was yesterday.
that was so hard.
Seeing his mom there.
Trying so hard not to break down.
I cant even imagine.

Todays going to be even harder.
The Funeral.. and then going to his grave site.
They burried him in the cemetary by the library.

I dont understand any of it.
I wish I could help. Just everyone.
Especially the people it hit harder than ( Read more... )

okay day today.
Hung out with Marrrion.
and now Emilys gunna come spend the night.
this week has been really weird.
and Im tired of the throw yourself at amber scene that happened this week.
WTF.

Idk why i disliked it so much.
Isnt it normal to want people to like you?
well it is for me..
and this week it was just to much.
and I just wanted them to go away.

I ( Read more... )

so first the washer overflows and starts leaking through the ceiling and into the basement 
and i run around the basement trying to find freaking buckets to put under the leaks and i 
move the couch across the basement and he comes down and yells at me and says THANKS 
FOR NOT DOING ANYTHING. and then he saw the buckets and i told him i moved the ( Read more... )

so I kinda really liked that whole break concept.

Friday 
Went to Big Boy with Alyssa, Katie and Jade.
Then we were gunna go bowling.. but the lanes were all taken.
So we walked to Starbucks.
Wich btw was freaking COLD.
and I couldnt feel anything on my body by the time we got there..
Then spent the night at Katies..

Saturday
Hung out at Katies for a while ( Read more... )

HADLEY AND ELAINA.
seeing as how im pretty sure you guys read this.
I wanted to let you know I saw that guy at big boys the other night.. 
the one that was flirting.. when we were there with adam and he gave 
me a really weird look like he remembered me from that night with you 
guys and he got all big eyed and almost gasped and then i didnt see him
 for ( Read more... )

Last night was tight ( Read more... )

Yesterday.
Incubus concert. RESCHEDULED.
So instead Emily and I ate at Max and Ermas and then went to the Messangers.
Pretty fun night in Birmingham.
then Went Cosmic Bowling with Chantal, Simona, Heather, Kevin, Kate, Arron, Greg, Julia and Brendon.
that was fun.
lol.

Today.
Went to the Trio with Chantal and Alex.
HAHA OMFG.
Pushed Chantal around in a ( Read more... )

Fuck yeah.
Friday incubus concert.
Saturday trio wiff chantal and alex. and katie maybe spending the night.
Cross your fingers for us
Sundayyyyyyy oh what a beautiful day.
going to see Chaz with David and Chantal.

Excitinggggg.

WTF! CINDERELLA 3.
CINDERELLA IS A CLASSIC. NUMBER 2 WAS ENOUGH. 
BUT A NUMBER 3? I CAN SEE A REMAKE BUT A NUMBER 3?
IT JUST DOESNT WORK.
Eww.
Dummbbbb.

Anyways.
Im like uberly stressed.
This weekend is coming all to fast.
way to fast.
=/

Friday Im ready for.
Sunday im ready for.. but could we just hold off saturday for a couple weeks?
ugh.

I'm not going to say ( Read more... )

TONIGHT. AH. ITS TONIGHT ( Read more... )