Fic: The Servant (20/?)
The next day did not disappoint. Adam woke him up with kisses and an invigorating round of lovemaking. Afterwards, they cleaned up and joined the others in the cottage for breakfast. Eber seemed interested in farming and Kris enjoyed sharing his agricultural knowledge. Eber also showed Kris how he pickled seasonal crops which Kris thought was a good idea. Although no happier that Eber implied his mother had a lover, he liked the man. He especially liked that he didn’t treat Kris like he was stupid.
Adam and Neil were not interesting in horticulture so they spent most of the morning playing with Eber’s rather large dog. In the afternoon, they went out on the boat again to catch more fish. That evening they roasted their bounty by the fire. Eber produced stringed instrument Kris had never seen and began playing. Adam told Eber to get his other one.
“Why? You and Neil are awful at it.”
Adam shrugged, “Kris is a musician as well as a farmer.”
Eber gave Kris an instrument. It took a few minutes to figure out how to play it but once he did it sounded better than anything he had ever played. Kris loved it. Eber smiled, “One of the traders brought these across from the sea. They called it a guitar. I think it sounds better than our instruments.”
Kris was following Eber’s lead on a tune. Adam began to sing in a soft high tone that was beautiful. Kris knew Adam had a good voice that was powerful but he had never heard him sing so sweetly. It reminded Kris of some of the church choir. When Adam finished Kris looked at him, “That was gorgeous. You really are amazing.”
Adam preened and then kissed him chastely, “Thanks.”
Neil rolled his eyes, “Aside from the whole adultery and homosexual issues, the nauseating sweetness is enough to warrant you keeping it a secret.”
“Leave them alone, Neil. This is my place and guests are allowed to behave freely. This is a social constraint free area so leave your judgments at the door.”
They continued to play music, drink and eat. As the night wore on, Kris found himself being more affectionate to Adam. Despite Neil’s earlier comment, neither Neil nor Eber seemed to mind them. Kris didn’t even blush when Adam laid down and put his head on his lap. Kris played with his hair as Eber told them stories about the Agbekian ancestors. Most of the tales were ridiculous and Kris had a feeling they were exaggerations. Neil left after claiming his father was full of shit. Adam was breathing steady and fast asleep.
“Kris, I like you. You are like your mother. She was very honest and had a good heart. Are you in love with Adam?”
“Yes, but I know we could never really be together.”
“Why not? I meant what I suggested the other night. You should both run far away. Adam is not cut out for intrigue. He has never been good about hiding his nature or recognizing evil. I am scared for him. His cousin, Madu is a lot more ambitious than Adam realizes. Has he told you what happened between them?”
“No, but I gathered they were lovers.”
“They were first loves and most people never get over them. Although they tried to keep it a secret, people started to notice the looks they would share. In Agbeko, a Nisca is regarded as a brother. Madu is seen the same as Neil so you can see why people would take offense. But worse than that, Adam and Madu started to really question the wars which did not sit well with anyone. On top of that, Madu’s father was Dresian and their culture is extremely homophobic and paternal. He was very domineering and saw Madu as a poor example of a man. One night, he walked into their room in the King’s house and I gathered he caught Adam penetrating Madu. He flipped and immediately accused Adam of rape. He took Madu away and we later found out he let a bunch of men rape Madu to ‘teach him a lesson’. It was brutal and he got hurt pretty bad. Roland decided that Madu would never recover emotionally and basically wrote him off. We never told Adam about what really happened to Madu because it would have broken his heart and he would have sought vengeance. It would have tore apart the Kingdom and made Agbeko vulnerable. So Roland, Leila and Tanella decided to sacrifice Madu and leave him with his cruel father. Roland kept Adam locked away long enough to get rid of anyone that knew what had happened to Madu and then the charges were dropped. King Roland told Adam if he ever went near Madu again except in an official capacity, he would be hung for rape and Madu forever banished.”
“That is awful. Do you think Madu will kill Adam?”
“Yes. I am sure he will, either out of hatred or for the throne. I knew about Adam and Madu. They used to spend some weekends here. They really were in love and had childish dreams of a new Kingdom where there was peace, prosperity and freedom. I wish I would have told them to runaway. Seeing you two together reminds me of that time. I never thought Adam would find someone again.”
“What about his wife?”
“Allison is a wonderful girl but my son likes men. He can never lover her like he loves you. Call me selfish but I care more about Adam, my son than Adam, the Prince of Agbeko.”
Kris wasn’t sure he wanted to know but asked anyway, “Do you think Adam is still in love with Madu?”
“I think Adam may still love the boy Madu was when they were young. I remember Madu as a boy too. He was so pretty with his bright green eyes and long thick lashes. We always joked if he had been born the girl instead, we could have had any lands we wanted. He also was always laughing and smiling. The two of them together would laugh nonstop for hours and drive people crazy with their private jokes.” Eber shook his head, “I saw Madu a few months ago and nothing of that boy remains. He has changed both physically and mentally. He has put on about 100 pounds of muscle and covered his body with tattoos. All traces of warmth are gone. He is nothing but a monster now filled with hate.”
Adam shifted but remained in a deep sleep. Kris looked down and Adam looked very young and innocent in his sleep. Eber smiled, “He trusts you. I know he feels safe here but he would never relax into such a state if he doubted you.”
“I think you give me too much credit.”
Eber just smiled, “I think Adam talks a good game to keep you off balance but he is not good at hiding his body language awake or asleep. You have more power over him than you realize. Convince him to go. Goodnight, Kris.”
Kris watched Eber go and then woke Adam, “Come on, my Prince, time for bed.”
A lethargic Adam, waited until Kris fixed the skins and then crawled in with him. Once settled in, he fell back asleep. Kris stayed up a few more hours thinking about Eber’s words and wondering if Adam would really go with him. In the morning Adam woke him up, “We need to head back today so this may be our last morning together for a few days.”
“Maybe we could take another detour.”
“Your mother will want to leave soon and you should say goodbye.”
Kris had completely forgotten about his mother and started to feel guilty. Adam started kissing him and caressing the guilt away. Soon Kris was far too turned on to care about anything. They made love until they heard banging around which meant the others were up and about. They reluctantly got out of bed and bathed. They went to breakfast and the mood was sad. No one really wanted to leave or be left.
“So Adam, how long will you stay with your mother?”
“As soon as Kim leaves, Kris and I will head back to my men. Madu is going to continue conquering to the North and West. I will see to the South and East. You may all hate Madu but he is very good on the battle field.”
“Madu is very good at imposing his will and exploiting people’s vulnerabilities.”
“Dad, don’t start.”
Eber laughed, “You haven’t called me Dad since you were a boy and wanted something you couldn’t have.”
Adam laughed, “It seems everyone has become immune to my old techniques. Anyway, it was good to see you, Eber, and I hope someday you come back to civilization.”
“Maybe when it becomes civilized. Try and follow your heart and may the goddess protect you. Kris, it was a pleasure and give my regards to your mother. Neil, I guess I’ll see you next weekend when you avoid more responsibility.”
Neil hugged his Dad, “You know it. Have Ellen make more cookies.”
Eber hugged Adam and even Kris. They headed back toward the “city”. Eveyone was silent for the first part of the journey. Kris decided to break the somber mood, “Your father is a really nice man. He loves you very much.”
“He is a good man and I like him too. He is a fool though and will never understand Agbekian ways. He thinks I am too stupid and naïve to rule.”
“I think he just wants to see you happy.”
“Happiness is not a luxury I can afford. Well, I am going to try to have some in limited doses.” He squeezed Kris hand, “You make me very happy, Kamea.”
“Then maybe you should try me at full dose.”
Adam frowned, “Kris, no matter what happens, I am never willingly giving up the throne. You are wasting your energy thinking I will runaway with you. I won’t.”
Kris felt his heart deflate, “So you will never love me.”
Adam sighed, “Kris, I will never choose you over Agbeko but that doesn’t mean I don’t care about you. I’d like to figure out a way I can have both. We managed to do if for one year so maybe there is a way to do it for a lifetime.”
Kris wasn’t sure what Adam was really saying, “Are you incapable of just saying I love you too?”
Adam laughed, “Maybe I just don’t want you taking me for granted.”
Kris let the matter drop and was starting to nap when they came to a sudden halt. Kris noticed a little smoke in the distance.
“Do you think that is a village burning?” Neil asked with apprehension.
Adam shook his head, “It is a camp fire. Take Kris back to town and I will go see what this is about.”
“You cannot go alone. Let’s all go back and send some guards.”
“No, I will approach stealthily and if it is a formidable enemy, I won’t engage. Now, go.”
Kris was not willing to let Adam kill himself, “Adam, let us help. Three is better than one.”
Adam sighed, “Neil is about the worst warrior other than you. Believe me you two are much more of a hindrance than a help.”
Kris climbed down and joined Neil on his horse. Adam looked over, “If I am not back by nightfall. Notify the King and send out some guards. Keep the garrison army in the town. Hurry home. May the goddess protect you both.”
Adam took off in the direction of the fire. Neil shuddered, “I don’t like this one bit.”
They started riding back before they knew it they were intercepted. Luckily, it was by the Queen’s guards. Neil explained that they had spent a few days with their father. The guard became annoyed, “Your highness, all journeys longer than a couple hours must be reported. These are dangerous times and we cannot protect you if we don’t know where you are. You told the guards you were going south to help a village. Why did you lie?”
“I didn’t want you goons annoying us. Now, let us be on our way.”
“Where is Prince Adam?”
“He decided to make a detour.”
The Guard became agitated, “What kind of detour?”
“Maybe he has a special friend and wanted to pay him a visit.”
“I am going to inform your mother of this. She is not going to be happy.”
“When Adam is King, I hope he fires all of you.”
“Some say that may not come to pass but regardless he is not King now so be on your way and don’t make any detours.”
Neil kicked the horse and got out of there. Kris could tell he was angry, “I guess my mother really does spy on Adam all the time. I am usually not given a hard time on my own.”
“Do you think your mother would hurt Adam?”
“I think my mother will do whatever it takes to stay in power and keep Agbeko strong. My mother used to adore her brother but after years of dealing with his weaknesses, I think she hates him and she thinks Adam would be the same. A few months ago, Madu came to Agbeko while Adam was out fighting. He had a few private meetings with my mother and after that she became even more critical of Adam. I think he might have made a deal. I told Adam but he is oblivious to Madu’s faults. He just blew me off claiming I read into things too much.”
Kris didn’t like what he was hearing and was even more worried. They arrived back at the royal house and his mother immediately came over, “I was worried sick. You know I am not staying long. Why did you just take off like that?”
“I am sorry, Mama, Adam was in a rush. We can spend the rest of the day together.”
Kris was on pins and needles praying for Adam’s return. At dusk, Kris heard some bells sound. He remembered hearing them when he and Adam first arrived. Kim froze, “I hope that isn’t the King.”
They went down to the main hall. Kris sighed in relief as he saw Adam standing next to the Queen, Allison and Neil. He was finely dressed so Kris knew he must have been back a while. Kris tired not to get irritated that Adam kept him worrying longer than necessary. The main doors opened and a group of fierce barbarian warriors entered. Kim let out a breath, “Thank God, that is not Roland.”
Kris looked and saw Madu approach. Even though he was a few inches shorter than Adam, the man was much more intimidating. His skins did not cover his arms which were the size of tree stumps covered with muscles and scary tattoos. He bowed before the Queen, “Your highness, I have come to pay my respects since I was so close. My wife has sent for me because her time nears. I want to thank you for helping her in her time of need.”
“Madu, your wife really gave me little choice. Tanella and I were quite shocked you would choose someone so long in the tooth. Surely you would have preferred a virgin.”
Madu smiled, “A good woman comes in any age. Besides, haven’t you your hands full raising Adam’s child bride? I didn’t want to add to your burden.”
Kris noticed Allison was practically hiding behind Adam. Leila laughed, “Well, speaking of brides, perhaps it is time we go back to old practices and maybe you can help Adam with his. After all, you have had so much success on the battlefield, it is only fitting Adam reward you by sharing his wife. You have earned that honor ten times over.”
Adam glared at his mother. Allison freaked, “No! I would never let that monster touch me. He is ugly and mean.”
Leila became angry, “Adam control your wife this instant!”
Madu laughed, “Allison, a man’s worth in bed is not always determined by how pretty he is and I can be very nice when I want.”
Adam spoke up, “Enough. Madu, you are my Nisca and have been very strong in battle. Agbeko owes you a lot, I would prefer you ask for another prize.”
Madu smiled, “Yes, I forget how selfish you are with your stuff. No matter, I am only here for a night and then I must join my own wife. Perhaps after the birth, we shall engage in the true custom of sharing. Leila, I appreciate you offering Allison but I can wait. I doubt I run the risk of missing my opportunity on account of Allison being with child. After all Adam does not seem to make much progress on that front. At least with women…”
Kris cringed when he heard the hall erupt in laughter. Adam glared at Madu but said nothing. Leila shrugged, “As you will. I would also like to introduce you to Kris Allen, he is the son of my adopted sister, Kim. Do you remember Kim, Adam’s Ama?”
“Of course. I hadn’t realized Kris was her son. Funny I thought he was Adam’s servant. He looked so much like the other one.”
Kim looked at Madu, “It is good to see you again, Madu. You certainly have grown into quite the man. Congratulations on your marriage and I wish you a healthy birth.”
Madu smiled at his mother, “Thank you, Kim, that is a nice sentiment. Will you be returning to the south with your son?”
Leila spoke up, “Actually, Kris has decided to stay and serve in Adam’s army as a bard.”
“Wonderful, perhaps he should join mine instead since we are actually conquering lands.”
Kris looked at Adam and exchanged a look of panic. Leila spoke up, “That is an excellent idea. Kim, Madu is a much more experienced warrior and I am sure he can keep your son safe. Plus, I think his virtue will probably have a better chance of staying intact.”
Kris spoke up, “Actually, I want to serve with my men and they are in Adam’s army.”
Madu nodded, “Perfect. Adam, I was going to request more men anyway. As you know I am the one fighting the more hostile enemy in the Northwest. Surely, you could spare some men.”
“I would rather give you seasoned warriors. Wouldn’t you prefer that?”
“Actually, no. My fighting styles have evolved and I would prefer to train fresher warriors. These next few fights will be epic and I think a bard to capture them will be of great value to the Agbekian lore. Adam, you are the Prince of Agbeko surely you can’t deny us this. Especially, since I was good enough to rescind on the issue of your wife.”
Madu’s tone was very transparent that no was not an answer he would accept. Kris heart fell. He knew Adam was between a rock and a hard place. Madu really was a master manipulator. Kris could tell Adam was shaking with anger. Allison was tugging at Adam’s hand obviously scared he might choose to give her up instead.
Leila broke the silence, “Excellent. Then it is decided. Kris, you will serve with Madu and your men will join you. Now let us enjoy a feast.”
Kim looked at Kris, “You look pale. I thought you wanted to see fighting? You can still come home with me. Would you rather do that?”
Kris was about to answer when Madu approached, “Kim, I promise you I will do everything in my power to keep Kris safe. He really is better off with my army than Adam’s.”
Kim looked at Madu, “My son is southern will you respect his customs.”
“I am familiar with Southern morality. I personally do not always follow all the Agbekian customs anyway. Your son can remain as pure as he is now. That is more than Adam can offer. As you know my Nisca has certain tastes and I fear Kris might have been a temptation he could not resist indefinitely.”
Kris wanted to punch Madu, “The only reason you want me in your Army is to make Adam mad.”
“Kris, why are you so interested in serving with Adam? Surely, a good southern boy like you would not welcome the type of attention my Nisca would show you or would you?”
Kris noticed his mother looking at him, “No, of course not…I mean…it’s not like that.”
Madu patted him on the back, “Trust me, Kris, this is best for everyone. We will leave at dawn.”
Madu kissed Kim’s hand, “It was a pleasure seeing you again, Kim. I have never forgotten all the kindness you have always shown me. I promise I will return Kris to you intact.”
“Thank you, Madu.”
Kris watched Madu walk away and turned to his mother, “He is lying. He hates Adam and wants the throne for himself.”
Kim shook her head, “Don’t be ridiculous. Besides, if there is nothing between you and Adam, why would taking you get back at Adam? Couldn’t Adam just find another bard? You are not hiding anything, are you?”
“No of course not, Mama. Maybe he thinks Adam likes me and that is why he is doing this.”
“Well, I think Madu might be right so this is the best thing for everyone. It is your choice Kris, you can come home with me or serve with Madu.”
Kris needed to talk with Adam. He saw Adam and Madu walking outside and quickly excused himself. He followed them outside.
Adam exploded, “You are still being petty and purposely hurting me! How could you do that to me?”
Madu shrugged, “I told you if you let your emotions get in the way I would intercede. Even if he is not a servant, you still cannot afford to lose your head. I did you a favor.”
“You did it to spite me. I am not letting you take him.”
“You have no choice.”
Kris spoke up, “I can go home with my mother instead.”
“Then you still won’t be with Adam. Kris, I think you should stay with me.”
Adam kicked the wall out of frustration, “I let you have Brad. I even let you have Kris for one night. How much are you going to take from me!”
Madu smirked, “I could take everything. I can take your wife, I can take your lovers, I can even take your throne. However, right now I am just taking him so consider yourself ahead.”
“You go too far, Madu. I have looked the other way plenty of times but not tonight.”
Madu sighed, “Adam, you have enemies within your army.”
Adam spit on the ground, “Your spies?”
“My spies are the least of your concerns. Adam, you have real traitors within and they are just waiting to make a move. You cannot afford to be distracted. Everyone knows you are attached to Kris. They will make a play for him to get to you. I will keep him safe. You are going to have to just trust me on this.”
“Why you don’t trust me?”
“You are right, I don’t. However, you have no choice. Your only other ally is King Roland and he a weak ally. The women in this family are much stronger and they are on my side.”
Adam looked completely distraught. Madu looked at Adam and ran his hand down his cheek, “We are not children and these are not games. King Roland has been trying to kill me for the last ten years. I have much more experience surviving amid enemies. I can keep Kris safe you can’t. Brother, you must focus and trust no one. I am not sure who the traitor is but he must be someone close. Stay the course, Adam.”
Kris did not like Madu touching Adam especially what looked to be a lover’s caress. Adam seemed to be thinking and then looked up, “Are you going to take the throne from me?”
“That is up to you. Honestly, I have not decided. I will kill the King but the rest is still negotiable. We shall see in the end if our visions are still compatible. Stay safe, Adam, and may the Goddess watch over you. I will entertain the court with amusing tales of battle. Say goodbye to your lover tonight because I am taking him when I leave at dawn.”
Madu walked back inside. Adam pulled Kris across the field into the woods. Kris was getting very upset, “I don’t want to go with Madu. I want to be with you.”
“I know. This is all so convoluted. I think Madu is being sincere. If you go with your mother, my enemies may go after you and hurt your family.”
“No one else trusts Madu. Your men, Allison, your father and seems the King too thinks Madu is evil. If it looks and sounds like a duck…”
“I know. However, my gut tells me to throw in with Madu. I know he has shown me nothing but contempt and he has done a lot of mean stuff. Still, I think he will honor his word and keep you safe.”
Kris was worried but last time Madu did indeed keep his word. Trusting Madu was like putting faith in the devil. Still, he didn’t see any other option. “When will I see you again?”
“Soon. Madu’s men will go out for two months to fight but then he must return to meet with the King. All the warlords meet every, four months to discuss our strategies and share information. Madu can bring you and then we will have a few nights together. I am going to try and figure out who the spies are in my camp. Once I find them it will be safe for you to return.”
“What if Madu is just making that up to weaken you?”
“Then, I will have been weakened. Kris, I do not trust my mother and Madu is right the King is weak. I have no choice but to trust Madu because short of killing him, I can’t beat him.”
Kris did not like any of this and was not happy about putting his own life in Madu’s hands. Kris kissed Adam, “OK, I just hope you are right.”
Adam kissed him, “I am sorry, Kris. If I could keep you safe I would. I hate giving you up. I hate it more than you will ever know. I…love you, Kamea.”
Kris kissed him. They made love in the freezing elements without care of the discomfort. All that mattered was spending their last night together. As the sun began to creep up, they made their way back to the house. No words were spoken since neither one could bear the thought of saying goodbye. Adam went towards his chamber while Kris made his way to his mother’s room. Kris was thwarted by the Queen.
“Kris, I am glad you had a chance to say goodbye to Adam. I am not sure your mother would be pleased but I understand.”
Kris didn’t say anything but his blood was running cold. The Queen continued, “Remember when I told you one day I would ask you for a favor? Well, today is the day. I am worried Madu is plotting against Adam. I need you to spy on him for me. My current spy does not seem to gather useful information.”
“If Madu finds out he would kill me.”
“Then don’t get caught. I will expect information in a fortnight. I will send a guard with some news of Madu’s wife. You will tell him what you have seen and heard. Do not tell anyone what you are doing and don’t fail me, Kris, because in the end it will be Adam that suffers.”
The Queen walked away. Kris went to his chamber wishing he and Adam had followed Eber’s advice. They should have just runaway and lived a simple life together. Instead, he was going to be in a monster’s army spying for an evil bitch. Was there no end to the evil he would engage in? He didn’t dare tell Adam because if the Queen found out, she would take it out on Adam. Kris just took a deep breath and went in the chamber. It was almost dawn so he said goodbye to his mother pretending all was well. He knew it was bad timing but had to ask, “Mother, I met Adam’s father, Eber. He said some stuff about you and the King. Is there anything I should know about it?”
Kim looked upset, “Kris, that was a long time ago. King Roland can be a very vindictive man when he does not get his way. Leila is right, I couldn’t stay.”
“Were you and he lovers?”
“How dare you ask?”
“Mother, there have been so many lies. I need to know if King Roland could be my father?”
Kim looked at Kris, “No, he is definitely not your father. I bled since leaving him. Look, your father is Neil Allen and I love him. What happened between Roland and I, is in the past. He chose to be with his wife and I refused to raise my children as bastards. I left him before being with child. I swear on all that is holy, you are Neil Allen’s son. Do not fall for any of their lies and do not trust Roland.”
“What about the Queen?”
“Do not trust her either. Kris, all of them have agendas. If you must serve in the Army, then do so and keep to yourself. After a year, come home and bring all of our men back. I know Adam and Madu were good boys but they have been surrounded by ambitious people all their lives. Honestly, I am relieved you are going with Madu because as much as I love Adam, he looks at you with lust in his eyes. I watched him tonight and he follows your movement around a room like a predator. The sooner you come home, the sooner I will be at peace.”
Kris decided to just say goodbye. No good would come from discussing anything further. He decided to think positively and rejoiced that he did not have to add incest to his list of sins.
Adam and Neil were not interesting in horticulture so they spent most of the morning playing with Eber’s rather large dog. In the afternoon, they went out on the boat again to catch more fish. That evening they roasted their bounty by the fire. Eber produced stringed instrument Kris had never seen and began playing. Adam told Eber to get his other one.
“Why? You and Neil are awful at it.”
Adam shrugged, “Kris is a musician as well as a farmer.”
Eber gave Kris an instrument. It took a few minutes to figure out how to play it but once he did it sounded better than anything he had ever played. Kris loved it. Eber smiled, “One of the traders brought these across from the sea. They called it a guitar. I think it sounds better than our instruments.”
Kris was following Eber’s lead on a tune. Adam began to sing in a soft high tone that was beautiful. Kris knew Adam had a good voice that was powerful but he had never heard him sing so sweetly. It reminded Kris of some of the church choir. When Adam finished Kris looked at him, “That was gorgeous. You really are amazing.”
Adam preened and then kissed him chastely, “Thanks.”
Neil rolled his eyes, “Aside from the whole adultery and homosexual issues, the nauseating sweetness is enough to warrant you keeping it a secret.”
“Leave them alone, Neil. This is my place and guests are allowed to behave freely. This is a social constraint free area so leave your judgments at the door.”
They continued to play music, drink and eat. As the night wore on, Kris found himself being more affectionate to Adam. Despite Neil’s earlier comment, neither Neil nor Eber seemed to mind them. Kris didn’t even blush when Adam laid down and put his head on his lap. Kris played with his hair as Eber told them stories about the Agbekian ancestors. Most of the tales were ridiculous and Kris had a feeling they were exaggerations. Neil left after claiming his father was full of shit. Adam was breathing steady and fast asleep.
“Kris, I like you. You are like your mother. She was very honest and had a good heart. Are you in love with Adam?”
“Yes, but I know we could never really be together.”
“Why not? I meant what I suggested the other night. You should both run far away. Adam is not cut out for intrigue. He has never been good about hiding his nature or recognizing evil. I am scared for him. His cousin, Madu is a lot more ambitious than Adam realizes. Has he told you what happened between them?”
“No, but I gathered they were lovers.”
“They were first loves and most people never get over them. Although they tried to keep it a secret, people started to notice the looks they would share. In Agbeko, a Nisca is regarded as a brother. Madu is seen the same as Neil so you can see why people would take offense. But worse than that, Adam and Madu started to really question the wars which did not sit well with anyone. On top of that, Madu’s father was Dresian and their culture is extremely homophobic and paternal. He was very domineering and saw Madu as a poor example of a man. One night, he walked into their room in the King’s house and I gathered he caught Adam penetrating Madu. He flipped and immediately accused Adam of rape. He took Madu away and we later found out he let a bunch of men rape Madu to ‘teach him a lesson’. It was brutal and he got hurt pretty bad. Roland decided that Madu would never recover emotionally and basically wrote him off. We never told Adam about what really happened to Madu because it would have broken his heart and he would have sought vengeance. It would have tore apart the Kingdom and made Agbeko vulnerable. So Roland, Leila and Tanella decided to sacrifice Madu and leave him with his cruel father. Roland kept Adam locked away long enough to get rid of anyone that knew what had happened to Madu and then the charges were dropped. King Roland told Adam if he ever went near Madu again except in an official capacity, he would be hung for rape and Madu forever banished.”
“That is awful. Do you think Madu will kill Adam?”
“Yes. I am sure he will, either out of hatred or for the throne. I knew about Adam and Madu. They used to spend some weekends here. They really were in love and had childish dreams of a new Kingdom where there was peace, prosperity and freedom. I wish I would have told them to runaway. Seeing you two together reminds me of that time. I never thought Adam would find someone again.”
“What about his wife?”
“Allison is a wonderful girl but my son likes men. He can never lover her like he loves you. Call me selfish but I care more about Adam, my son than Adam, the Prince of Agbeko.”
Kris wasn’t sure he wanted to know but asked anyway, “Do you think Adam is still in love with Madu?”
“I think Adam may still love the boy Madu was when they were young. I remember Madu as a boy too. He was so pretty with his bright green eyes and long thick lashes. We always joked if he had been born the girl instead, we could have had any lands we wanted. He also was always laughing and smiling. The two of them together would laugh nonstop for hours and drive people crazy with their private jokes.” Eber shook his head, “I saw Madu a few months ago and nothing of that boy remains. He has changed both physically and mentally. He has put on about 100 pounds of muscle and covered his body with tattoos. All traces of warmth are gone. He is nothing but a monster now filled with hate.”
Adam shifted but remained in a deep sleep. Kris looked down and Adam looked very young and innocent in his sleep. Eber smiled, “He trusts you. I know he feels safe here but he would never relax into such a state if he doubted you.”
“I think you give me too much credit.”
Eber just smiled, “I think Adam talks a good game to keep you off balance but he is not good at hiding his body language awake or asleep. You have more power over him than you realize. Convince him to go. Goodnight, Kris.”
Kris watched Eber go and then woke Adam, “Come on, my Prince, time for bed.”
A lethargic Adam, waited until Kris fixed the skins and then crawled in with him. Once settled in, he fell back asleep. Kris stayed up a few more hours thinking about Eber’s words and wondering if Adam would really go with him. In the morning Adam woke him up, “We need to head back today so this may be our last morning together for a few days.”
“Maybe we could take another detour.”
“Your mother will want to leave soon and you should say goodbye.”
Kris had completely forgotten about his mother and started to feel guilty. Adam started kissing him and caressing the guilt away. Soon Kris was far too turned on to care about anything. They made love until they heard banging around which meant the others were up and about. They reluctantly got out of bed and bathed. They went to breakfast and the mood was sad. No one really wanted to leave or be left.
“So Adam, how long will you stay with your mother?”
“As soon as Kim leaves, Kris and I will head back to my men. Madu is going to continue conquering to the North and West. I will see to the South and East. You may all hate Madu but he is very good on the battle field.”
“Madu is very good at imposing his will and exploiting people’s vulnerabilities.”
“Dad, don’t start.”
Eber laughed, “You haven’t called me Dad since you were a boy and wanted something you couldn’t have.”
Adam laughed, “It seems everyone has become immune to my old techniques. Anyway, it was good to see you, Eber, and I hope someday you come back to civilization.”
“Maybe when it becomes civilized. Try and follow your heart and may the goddess protect you. Kris, it was a pleasure and give my regards to your mother. Neil, I guess I’ll see you next weekend when you avoid more responsibility.”
Neil hugged his Dad, “You know it. Have Ellen make more cookies.”
Eber hugged Adam and even Kris. They headed back toward the “city”. Eveyone was silent for the first part of the journey. Kris decided to break the somber mood, “Your father is a really nice man. He loves you very much.”
“He is a good man and I like him too. He is a fool though and will never understand Agbekian ways. He thinks I am too stupid and naïve to rule.”
“I think he just wants to see you happy.”
“Happiness is not a luxury I can afford. Well, I am going to try to have some in limited doses.” He squeezed Kris hand, “You make me very happy, Kamea.”
“Then maybe you should try me at full dose.”
Adam frowned, “Kris, no matter what happens, I am never willingly giving up the throne. You are wasting your energy thinking I will runaway with you. I won’t.”
Kris felt his heart deflate, “So you will never love me.”
Adam sighed, “Kris, I will never choose you over Agbeko but that doesn’t mean I don’t care about you. I’d like to figure out a way I can have both. We managed to do if for one year so maybe there is a way to do it for a lifetime.”
Kris wasn’t sure what Adam was really saying, “Are you incapable of just saying I love you too?”
Adam laughed, “Maybe I just don’t want you taking me for granted.”
Kris let the matter drop and was starting to nap when they came to a sudden halt. Kris noticed a little smoke in the distance.
“Do you think that is a village burning?” Neil asked with apprehension.
Adam shook his head, “It is a camp fire. Take Kris back to town and I will go see what this is about.”
“You cannot go alone. Let’s all go back and send some guards.”
“No, I will approach stealthily and if it is a formidable enemy, I won’t engage. Now, go.”
Kris was not willing to let Adam kill himself, “Adam, let us help. Three is better than one.”
Adam sighed, “Neil is about the worst warrior other than you. Believe me you two are much more of a hindrance than a help.”
Kris climbed down and joined Neil on his horse. Adam looked over, “If I am not back by nightfall. Notify the King and send out some guards. Keep the garrison army in the town. Hurry home. May the goddess protect you both.”
Adam took off in the direction of the fire. Neil shuddered, “I don’t like this one bit.”
They started riding back before they knew it they were intercepted. Luckily, it was by the Queen’s guards. Neil explained that they had spent a few days with their father. The guard became annoyed, “Your highness, all journeys longer than a couple hours must be reported. These are dangerous times and we cannot protect you if we don’t know where you are. You told the guards you were going south to help a village. Why did you lie?”
“I didn’t want you goons annoying us. Now, let us be on our way.”
“Where is Prince Adam?”
“He decided to make a detour.”
The Guard became agitated, “What kind of detour?”
“Maybe he has a special friend and wanted to pay him a visit.”
“I am going to inform your mother of this. She is not going to be happy.”
“When Adam is King, I hope he fires all of you.”
“Some say that may not come to pass but regardless he is not King now so be on your way and don’t make any detours.”
Neil kicked the horse and got out of there. Kris could tell he was angry, “I guess my mother really does spy on Adam all the time. I am usually not given a hard time on my own.”
“Do you think your mother would hurt Adam?”
“I think my mother will do whatever it takes to stay in power and keep Agbeko strong. My mother used to adore her brother but after years of dealing with his weaknesses, I think she hates him and she thinks Adam would be the same. A few months ago, Madu came to Agbeko while Adam was out fighting. He had a few private meetings with my mother and after that she became even more critical of Adam. I think he might have made a deal. I told Adam but he is oblivious to Madu’s faults. He just blew me off claiming I read into things too much.”
Kris didn’t like what he was hearing and was even more worried. They arrived back at the royal house and his mother immediately came over, “I was worried sick. You know I am not staying long. Why did you just take off like that?”
“I am sorry, Mama, Adam was in a rush. We can spend the rest of the day together.”
Kris was on pins and needles praying for Adam’s return. At dusk, Kris heard some bells sound. He remembered hearing them when he and Adam first arrived. Kim froze, “I hope that isn’t the King.”
They went down to the main hall. Kris sighed in relief as he saw Adam standing next to the Queen, Allison and Neil. He was finely dressed so Kris knew he must have been back a while. Kris tired not to get irritated that Adam kept him worrying longer than necessary. The main doors opened and a group of fierce barbarian warriors entered. Kim let out a breath, “Thank God, that is not Roland.”
Kris looked and saw Madu approach. Even though he was a few inches shorter than Adam, the man was much more intimidating. His skins did not cover his arms which were the size of tree stumps covered with muscles and scary tattoos. He bowed before the Queen, “Your highness, I have come to pay my respects since I was so close. My wife has sent for me because her time nears. I want to thank you for helping her in her time of need.”
“Madu, your wife really gave me little choice. Tanella and I were quite shocked you would choose someone so long in the tooth. Surely you would have preferred a virgin.”
Madu smiled, “A good woman comes in any age. Besides, haven’t you your hands full raising Adam’s child bride? I didn’t want to add to your burden.”
Kris noticed Allison was practically hiding behind Adam. Leila laughed, “Well, speaking of brides, perhaps it is time we go back to old practices and maybe you can help Adam with his. After all, you have had so much success on the battlefield, it is only fitting Adam reward you by sharing his wife. You have earned that honor ten times over.”
Adam glared at his mother. Allison freaked, “No! I would never let that monster touch me. He is ugly and mean.”
Leila became angry, “Adam control your wife this instant!”
Madu laughed, “Allison, a man’s worth in bed is not always determined by how pretty he is and I can be very nice when I want.”
Adam spoke up, “Enough. Madu, you are my Nisca and have been very strong in battle. Agbeko owes you a lot, I would prefer you ask for another prize.”
Madu smiled, “Yes, I forget how selfish you are with your stuff. No matter, I am only here for a night and then I must join my own wife. Perhaps after the birth, we shall engage in the true custom of sharing. Leila, I appreciate you offering Allison but I can wait. I doubt I run the risk of missing my opportunity on account of Allison being with child. After all Adam does not seem to make much progress on that front. At least with women…”
Kris cringed when he heard the hall erupt in laughter. Adam glared at Madu but said nothing. Leila shrugged, “As you will. I would also like to introduce you to Kris Allen, he is the son of my adopted sister, Kim. Do you remember Kim, Adam’s Ama?”
“Of course. I hadn’t realized Kris was her son. Funny I thought he was Adam’s servant. He looked so much like the other one.”
Kim looked at Madu, “It is good to see you again, Madu. You certainly have grown into quite the man. Congratulations on your marriage and I wish you a healthy birth.”
Madu smiled at his mother, “Thank you, Kim, that is a nice sentiment. Will you be returning to the south with your son?”
Leila spoke up, “Actually, Kris has decided to stay and serve in Adam’s army as a bard.”
“Wonderful, perhaps he should join mine instead since we are actually conquering lands.”
Kris looked at Adam and exchanged a look of panic. Leila spoke up, “That is an excellent idea. Kim, Madu is a much more experienced warrior and I am sure he can keep your son safe. Plus, I think his virtue will probably have a better chance of staying intact.”
Kris spoke up, “Actually, I want to serve with my men and they are in Adam’s army.”
Madu nodded, “Perfect. Adam, I was going to request more men anyway. As you know I am the one fighting the more hostile enemy in the Northwest. Surely, you could spare some men.”
“I would rather give you seasoned warriors. Wouldn’t you prefer that?”
“Actually, no. My fighting styles have evolved and I would prefer to train fresher warriors. These next few fights will be epic and I think a bard to capture them will be of great value to the Agbekian lore. Adam, you are the Prince of Agbeko surely you can’t deny us this. Especially, since I was good enough to rescind on the issue of your wife.”
Madu’s tone was very transparent that no was not an answer he would accept. Kris heart fell. He knew Adam was between a rock and a hard place. Madu really was a master manipulator. Kris could tell Adam was shaking with anger. Allison was tugging at Adam’s hand obviously scared he might choose to give her up instead.
Leila broke the silence, “Excellent. Then it is decided. Kris, you will serve with Madu and your men will join you. Now let us enjoy a feast.”
Kim looked at Kris, “You look pale. I thought you wanted to see fighting? You can still come home with me. Would you rather do that?”
Kris was about to answer when Madu approached, “Kim, I promise you I will do everything in my power to keep Kris safe. He really is better off with my army than Adam’s.”
Kim looked at Madu, “My son is southern will you respect his customs.”
“I am familiar with Southern morality. I personally do not always follow all the Agbekian customs anyway. Your son can remain as pure as he is now. That is more than Adam can offer. As you know my Nisca has certain tastes and I fear Kris might have been a temptation he could not resist indefinitely.”
Kris wanted to punch Madu, “The only reason you want me in your Army is to make Adam mad.”
“Kris, why are you so interested in serving with Adam? Surely, a good southern boy like you would not welcome the type of attention my Nisca would show you or would you?”
Kris noticed his mother looking at him, “No, of course not…I mean…it’s not like that.”
Madu patted him on the back, “Trust me, Kris, this is best for everyone. We will leave at dawn.”
Madu kissed Kim’s hand, “It was a pleasure seeing you again, Kim. I have never forgotten all the kindness you have always shown me. I promise I will return Kris to you intact.”
“Thank you, Madu.”
Kris watched Madu walk away and turned to his mother, “He is lying. He hates Adam and wants the throne for himself.”
Kim shook her head, “Don’t be ridiculous. Besides, if there is nothing between you and Adam, why would taking you get back at Adam? Couldn’t Adam just find another bard? You are not hiding anything, are you?”
“No of course not, Mama. Maybe he thinks Adam likes me and that is why he is doing this.”
“Well, I think Madu might be right so this is the best thing for everyone. It is your choice Kris, you can come home with me or serve with Madu.”
Kris needed to talk with Adam. He saw Adam and Madu walking outside and quickly excused himself. He followed them outside.
Adam exploded, “You are still being petty and purposely hurting me! How could you do that to me?”
Madu shrugged, “I told you if you let your emotions get in the way I would intercede. Even if he is not a servant, you still cannot afford to lose your head. I did you a favor.”
“You did it to spite me. I am not letting you take him.”
“You have no choice.”
Kris spoke up, “I can go home with my mother instead.”
“Then you still won’t be with Adam. Kris, I think you should stay with me.”
Adam kicked the wall out of frustration, “I let you have Brad. I even let you have Kris for one night. How much are you going to take from me!”
Madu smirked, “I could take everything. I can take your wife, I can take your lovers, I can even take your throne. However, right now I am just taking him so consider yourself ahead.”
“You go too far, Madu. I have looked the other way plenty of times but not tonight.”
Madu sighed, “Adam, you have enemies within your army.”
Adam spit on the ground, “Your spies?”
“My spies are the least of your concerns. Adam, you have real traitors within and they are just waiting to make a move. You cannot afford to be distracted. Everyone knows you are attached to Kris. They will make a play for him to get to you. I will keep him safe. You are going to have to just trust me on this.”
“Why you don’t trust me?”
“You are right, I don’t. However, you have no choice. Your only other ally is King Roland and he a weak ally. The women in this family are much stronger and they are on my side.”
Adam looked completely distraught. Madu looked at Adam and ran his hand down his cheek, “We are not children and these are not games. King Roland has been trying to kill me for the last ten years. I have much more experience surviving amid enemies. I can keep Kris safe you can’t. Brother, you must focus and trust no one. I am not sure who the traitor is but he must be someone close. Stay the course, Adam.”
Kris did not like Madu touching Adam especially what looked to be a lover’s caress. Adam seemed to be thinking and then looked up, “Are you going to take the throne from me?”
“That is up to you. Honestly, I have not decided. I will kill the King but the rest is still negotiable. We shall see in the end if our visions are still compatible. Stay safe, Adam, and may the Goddess watch over you. I will entertain the court with amusing tales of battle. Say goodbye to your lover tonight because I am taking him when I leave at dawn.”
Madu walked back inside. Adam pulled Kris across the field into the woods. Kris was getting very upset, “I don’t want to go with Madu. I want to be with you.”
“I know. This is all so convoluted. I think Madu is being sincere. If you go with your mother, my enemies may go after you and hurt your family.”
“No one else trusts Madu. Your men, Allison, your father and seems the King too thinks Madu is evil. If it looks and sounds like a duck…”
“I know. However, my gut tells me to throw in with Madu. I know he has shown me nothing but contempt and he has done a lot of mean stuff. Still, I think he will honor his word and keep you safe.”
Kris was worried but last time Madu did indeed keep his word. Trusting Madu was like putting faith in the devil. Still, he didn’t see any other option. “When will I see you again?”
“Soon. Madu’s men will go out for two months to fight but then he must return to meet with the King. All the warlords meet every, four months to discuss our strategies and share information. Madu can bring you and then we will have a few nights together. I am going to try and figure out who the spies are in my camp. Once I find them it will be safe for you to return.”
“What if Madu is just making that up to weaken you?”
“Then, I will have been weakened. Kris, I do not trust my mother and Madu is right the King is weak. I have no choice but to trust Madu because short of killing him, I can’t beat him.”
Kris did not like any of this and was not happy about putting his own life in Madu’s hands. Kris kissed Adam, “OK, I just hope you are right.”
Adam kissed him, “I am sorry, Kris. If I could keep you safe I would. I hate giving you up. I hate it more than you will ever know. I…love you, Kamea.”
Kris kissed him. They made love in the freezing elements without care of the discomfort. All that mattered was spending their last night together. As the sun began to creep up, they made their way back to the house. No words were spoken since neither one could bear the thought of saying goodbye. Adam went towards his chamber while Kris made his way to his mother’s room. Kris was thwarted by the Queen.
“Kris, I am glad you had a chance to say goodbye to Adam. I am not sure your mother would be pleased but I understand.”
Kris didn’t say anything but his blood was running cold. The Queen continued, “Remember when I told you one day I would ask you for a favor? Well, today is the day. I am worried Madu is plotting against Adam. I need you to spy on him for me. My current spy does not seem to gather useful information.”
“If Madu finds out he would kill me.”
“Then don’t get caught. I will expect information in a fortnight. I will send a guard with some news of Madu’s wife. You will tell him what you have seen and heard. Do not tell anyone what you are doing and don’t fail me, Kris, because in the end it will be Adam that suffers.”
The Queen walked away. Kris went to his chamber wishing he and Adam had followed Eber’s advice. They should have just runaway and lived a simple life together. Instead, he was going to be in a monster’s army spying for an evil bitch. Was there no end to the evil he would engage in? He didn’t dare tell Adam because if the Queen found out, she would take it out on Adam. Kris just took a deep breath and went in the chamber. It was almost dawn so he said goodbye to his mother pretending all was well. He knew it was bad timing but had to ask, “Mother, I met Adam’s father, Eber. He said some stuff about you and the King. Is there anything I should know about it?”
Kim looked upset, “Kris, that was a long time ago. King Roland can be a very vindictive man when he does not get his way. Leila is right, I couldn’t stay.”
“Were you and he lovers?”
“How dare you ask?”
“Mother, there have been so many lies. I need to know if King Roland could be my father?”
Kim looked at Kris, “No, he is definitely not your father. I bled since leaving him. Look, your father is Neil Allen and I love him. What happened between Roland and I, is in the past. He chose to be with his wife and I refused to raise my children as bastards. I left him before being with child. I swear on all that is holy, you are Neil Allen’s son. Do not fall for any of their lies and do not trust Roland.”
“What about the Queen?”
“Do not trust her either. Kris, all of them have agendas. If you must serve in the Army, then do so and keep to yourself. After a year, come home and bring all of our men back. I know Adam and Madu were good boys but they have been surrounded by ambitious people all their lives. Honestly, I am relieved you are going with Madu because as much as I love Adam, he looks at you with lust in his eyes. I watched him tonight and he follows your movement around a room like a predator. The sooner you come home, the sooner I will be at peace.”
Kris decided to just say goodbye. No good would come from discussing anything further. He decided to think positively and rejoiced that he did not have to add incest to his list of sins.