Fic: The Deal (20/20)
Adam signed the contract since he was able to convince himself that would help Kris and would keep him from doing something too stupid. He needed to swear off destructive relationships and just maybe a contract forbidden one would help. After being repeatedly burned, Adam was very suspicious when Ian told him the label was would put him up in an apartment just to provide backup vocals to one of their artists recording in New York. After all there were plenty of talented singers already living in New York. Adam met Ian for lunch to hear the details.
“Adam, thanks for agreeing to lunch you will love this place. They have the best sashimi in all of LA.”
Adam just smiled to cover up his nerves. He had a feeling he was being wined and dined on purpose which meant he was in for some bad news. They ordered food along with a big bottle of sake.
Once the booze arrived Ian cut to the chase, “The duet with Allison sounds great and we are going to make it the first single so congratulations. However, it won’t be released for three weeks and I don’t want you fucking up your contract before it is out. That is the real reason I arranged for you to work with Nelly Furtado in New York. She is doing a new album and needs backup vocals. It is a great opportunity plus it keeps you out of LA and away from Kris. We have a corporate apartment there you can stay in. It is a two bedroom so you may have to share it with an occasional exec headed to New York but each room has its own bathroom and it is decent size.”
Adam was ecstatic that his duet would be the first single and was perfectly willing to go to New York for three weeks, “That sounds great. My brother lives in New York and it would be great to see him.”
“Fabulous than it is a win-win. The best part is we will pay you five hundred dollars a day when you work and one hundred dollars on your days off.”
Adam thought that sounded great and relaxed through the rest of the meal. Ian kept pouring him sake and drinking quite a bit himself. Adam tensed when Ian put a hand on his leg, “Can I ask you a question?”
Adam hesitated, “Sure.”
“Why Kris Allen? He is nice looking but so boring. Does he have a real wild side I am not seeing?”
Adam gently dislodged Ian’s hand and tried to keep is answer light, “He has a lot of sides but he is just really my type.”
Ian arched a brow as if he didn’t really believe the answer, “Seriously? I would have pictured your type as someone more outgoing or at least more progressive. Anyway, I was just curious because honestly I think you could do better.”
Adam had a sinking feeling this was going to be yet another time he found himself being manipulated, “Kris is a good guy, really. Look, I’ve been through a lot of games so I am sorry if I seem paranoid but are you hitting on me?”
Luckily instead of getting offended, Ian just laughed, “Well, I was mildly flirting to test the waters but I am guessing by your reaction they are a bit cold. Relax, I didn’t really expect you to bite or call me out on it for that matter. My flirting has nothing to do with the contract, the single or New York. You’re an attractive guy and that is just one of my weaknesses. If my flirting bothers you, I will stop.”
Adam just nodded, “I usually like when people flirt but given the last couple years it makes me weary if they are in the industry.”
Ian smiled, “Don’t let a few bad apples spoil the pie. Flirting is supposed to make you feel good and bolster your confidence. Seriously, if it makes you uncomfortable I will knock it off. When you become rich and famous and write a tell all book, I don’t want to be known as that ‘creepy executive’.”
Adam laughed relaxing again, “Well, I am not sure I will be all that famous so you are safe.”
Ian shrugged, “I don’t know, kid. If I was a betting man, I’d put money down on you. Wait actually, I am a betting man since I am putting the label’s money and my reputation behind you. By the way, just so we have full disclosure I am also assigned to Kris Allen and overseeing his album release. That is how I know exactly what is going on with him.”
Adam was confused but Ian continued, “If you found out, I didn’t want you thinking I was manipulating either one of you for my own purposes. Well, that isn’t exactly true since I am trying to make sure neither one of you fucks up your careers but the point is I am not screwing you to help him. I have several big clients assigned to me and the label felt given your connection to Kris Allen, I should just handle you too. You are lucky though because I am very good at my job and rarely do my clients fail to make it to the charts. You are actually my only newbie.”
“Is Allison assigned to you?”
“No, but I am taking an active role in her album because of you. I will make sure the single gets air play on the radios and arrange for one of the best video directors. The rest is up to the public. See, Adam, good things do happen to good people if they stay on target.”
Adam was pretty impressed and found himself liking Ian. However, he had finally learned not to shit where he slept so no matter what he had no intention of ever letting anything happen between them. Plus, although Ian was good looking he was not Adam’s type. He was too tall and muscular. Adam liked his men smaller and more southern.
Adam went to New York and had a great time working in the studio with Nelly Furtado. In fact, Nelly recommended him to some other label artists and Adam ended up spending two months in New York. He felt a little said that Kris never bothered to contact him but was focused purely on living his dream. Ian called Adam back to LA because they were going to release the single featuring his duet and he needed to work on the video.
Adam arrived back in LA and was surprised to see Ian meeting him at the airport, “Ian, I didn’t think label executives doubled as drivers. Is this a new cost saving plan?”
Ian laughed as he helped Adam with his bags, “Actually, I only do this for the good looking clients.” Ian winked, “Sorry, I couldn’t help myself. Actually, I wanted to chat with you before you dealt with any media or industry people. The paparazzi found out Kris Allen filed for a divorce after he released his album last week. It is doing very well. Allison’s single is coming out in two weeks and the media will realize it was written by Kris. They will probably rehash the rumors about you two.”
Divorce! Adam was shocked that Kris actually followed through with filing for divorce. Adam was also surprised the label rather than Kris’ management team was involved, “Why isn’t Allison or Kris’ management team handling this?”
“Kris’ team is a bit incompetent. They never dealt with scandals from him before and they also don’t give a shit about you. Adam, you have real star potential and I think if packaged right you could be an international sensation and that is not my dick talking. Adam, I am the highest paid executive at the label and there is a real good reason why. I can spot talent and turn it into huge profits. I rarely get the chance to work with unknowns these days but that is actually my forte. If this single makes the top ten which it will, I am going to use that as leverage to release a solo single for you.”
Adam could not believe what he was hearing and prayed there was no catch, “Even if I never sleep with you?”
“I would never risk releasing a solo for a lay. I might let someone record a single but no way would I risk my reputation on a release. Adam, I like you and you are sexy as hell but I am doing this because I can make money off you. This is business plain and simple. You need to move on from your past and believe in your talent. Also, if the paparazzi bother you don’t give them anything to harm Kris or yourself. The party line is Kris gave the single to Allison and Kris agreed with Allison’s choice of singers since he had knew your talent from his play. The reason you left the theater was to relocate to Las Vegas because of a girlfriend or boyfriend.”
Adam didn’t like the idea of lying and certainly did not want to feign being a heterosexual, “If I have to lie, I will say boyfriend since I am too out to ever keep it a secret.”
“Good enough.”
Ian dropped him off at Allison’s house and mentioned he would drop by the video shoot. Allison was very excited about the video. They caught up with each other over dinner. Unable to resist, Adam asked Allison if she heard from Kris.
Allison rolled her eyes, “You both are like 12 year olds. Kris asked about you too. I had lunch with him last week. He is doing a mini promo tour for his album and will be gone for a few weeks. Good thing since we need to do this video and launch the single.”
“Did you know he filed for a divorce?”
“Everyone knows he filed for a divorce since the paparazzi found out. I think his wife leaked that information because she was photographed kissing one of her actor buddies at the beach. Now, she can claim they were separated and had intentions of divorcing for a while. I told Kris he should divorce her for adultery but I guess that would be like the kettle calling the pot black.”
Adam just went on with his questions since Allison was providing answers, “Is he living at his house?”
“No, he is in your old apartment. Katy is in the house. I think Kris likes the apartment better anyway. Are you two ever going to talk?”
“Eventually. We both agreed to not see each other until after Kris’ tour. The label does not want a scandal sabotaging Kris’ album sales or hurting me. Ian is willing to give me a shot at a single if this duet breaks the top ten.”
Allison raised an eyebrow, “Ian Crestman promised you a single? Interesting, he is actually a big deal and probably the second most powerful guy at the label. However, I told you he was gay and I hate to say it but he may just be trying to get in your pants.”
“Please, I am sure he has better-“
Allison rolled her eyes, “Really? Because it seems to me most of your problems stem from people trying to fuck you. Anyway, he is a good catch but just don’t put out until you have the single.”
Adam really hoped no one else would think his break was because of sex and that he could finally get past his bad reputation. It seemed whether he was guilty or not he always found himself in situations with compromising appearances. He really hoped Ian didn’t turn out to be another Jack.
*~*
Kris’ parents were not pleased to learn he filed for divorce through the media. His mother called him and was furious that neither he nor Katy had let them know beforehand. Kris explained that he was waiting to tell her in person and didn’t expect the media to get a hold of the story so quickly.
“Kris both you and Katy must have come to Arkansas to file, why didn’t you just tell us then?”
Kris hated that his mom was smart, “I didn’t want you and Dad to try and talk us out of it. It was a long time coming and there was nothing to salvage. Plus, we literally flew in, met with the judge, and flew out.”
“Kris, this is a marriage not a speeding ticket. I know there were some indiscretions but I thought you were going to work things out. No marriage is perfect. You and Katy were such a good match. Did you try going to counseling?”
This was exactly why he didn’t tell them, “It wouldn’t have helped. Katy and I were not as well suited as your think.”
“Did you already find another girl? Are you going to marry someone else is that why you rushed to divorce?”
Kris took a deep breath, “There is no other girl and there probably won’t be. Look, I discovered some things about myself and I think I want to try dating…boys.”
Kris heard his mother gasp, “Kris, are you taking drugs? Where is this coming from? You have never showed any interest in dating boys before now. Look, you are our son and we will always love you but I think you may just be over reacting. If you were gay, don’t you think you would have noticed before now?”
Kris wasn’t sure how to answer that question without admitting too much, “Well, I have wondered before now and this isn’t just a passing thought.”
“Kristopher Neil Allen, did you already have an affair with a man?”
“Does it matter?”
“It was that boy the media said seduces married men, wasn’t it?”
“Adam doesn’t seduce married men. He is very attractive and married men cheat. He didn’t seduce me or make me gay.”
“Are you still seeing this boy?”
“No, we called it quits until my divorce is final and I finish touring. The label doesn’t want any of this coming out and destroying album sales.”
“What does he get out of waiting?”
“Sanity. He doesn’t like being a secret and I think if we were to get back together I would have to come out as a gay man.”
His mother was quiet for a minute, “If that is the case, you better make sure you want to live your life as a gay man. More importantly, you better make sure you are actually gay and not just experimenting. Sometimes, people can get confused. You know your cousin had a lesbian relationship after an abusive marriage but then went back to men. Maybe this guy is just a fluke.”
“Maybe but it really felt right. More right than any other time I was with someone even Katy.”
“All I am saying is you are a celebrity and that means you don’t get to make too many mistakes. If you come out as a gay man for this guy and it doesn’t work, what happens then? Just think things through is all I am saying.”
“So you and Dad won’t disown me if I decide to be gay?”
“Is it really a decision?”
Kris wasn’t sure how to answer that question, “Well, I could continue to fake it…”
“Kris, all I ask is you treat people right, strive to be a good person and try and find happiness. Also, that you come home once and a while and visit us. I am going to give Katy a call and see how she is doing. Does she know about you liking men?”
“Yes and she knows about the affair.”
“That’s good at least I don’t have to feign ignorance. I hate to see you get hurt and I think if the media gets a hold of this story it will hurt. It was so much easier before you went through puberty. Anyway, I love you and I know you will do the right thing. Why don’t you come home for a few weeks and visit?”
“I wish I could but I am doing a publicity tour and then I am going on a nationwide tour.”
“Well, maybe staying busy is for the best. You need to wait until your divorce finalizes before you start dating anyway. Being gay is no excuse for adultery.”
“I know and I am taking a break from all relationships. I will call you when I find out when we will be near Conway. Thanks for not freaking out over the phone.”
“Your father is in the next room watching the game and I didn’t want to disturb him. However, he is also angry that you didn’t tell us about the divorce. I won’t say anything about your experimentation but I don’t think he will be as shocked as you think. We aren’t the sheltered southern bumpkins you seem to think we are and just maybe we have lived a little.”
Kris felt a little chagrined but couldn’t help goading his mother, “Really? You think Dad tested the waters with men?”
Kim Allen snorted, “Stop trying to shock me. Actually, he was the one that thought there was probably a grain of truth to those stories that came out when you supposedly kissed that man in a club. Let me guess, the story was true.”
Kris didn’t say anything so his mother continued, “When you are ready, give your father a call. In the meantime, be good and try to stop getting on TMZ. With you cluttering up the show, how am I supposed to figure out if Kanye and Kim are still together?”
Kris hung up feeling a bit better that at least being gay didn’t mean he’d be an orphan. Kris poured himself a drink and decided from here on out he would start acting like a sane person. He would abide by the label’s requirement that he stay in the closet to the public, wait to sleep with men until his divorce finalized and leave Adam alone until he could engage in an open affair.
The next day Kris began his promo tour. He decided to just ignore Cale. He might have eventually forgiven him for sleeping with Katy but he would never forgive him for his lies, manipulation, and attempts to hurt Adam. Thus, the promo tour lacked the fun he usually had with the band. Maybe it wouldn’t be that bad to lose the career after all.
Allison’s single came out and was well received. Kris was happy she finally was able to break the billboard’s top ten. Kris was also happy for Adam. Kris received an invite to attend a private screening of Allison’s new video. Allison told him there would only be about 100 people there and no media. Kris decided to go since technically he was not seeing Adam “in public”.
On the day of the party he met with Ian to solidify the next single that would be released off his album. Kris was excited since another single would help his concerts sell out. Ian asked him how everything was going with Cale. Kris shrugged, “I ignore him and he ignores me. I would prefer he was out of the band and I think the tension will show through our performance but other than that fine. I think he might be looking for another band so maybe if he lands another gig he will just quit on his own.”
Ian frowned, “That wouldn’t be good since he might be tempted to sell stories to the public without the fear of getting fired hanging over his head. He is under contract with us and we should keep it that way. Patience. Once the tour is over, Allison’s album goes platinum and Adam does a solo single, you can come out.”
Kris thought that sounded like a long time away, “I want to see Adam again. We have a lot of unfinished business that can’t wait years.”
Ian shook his head, “Kris, I know you like Adam and you want to be with him but maybe it just isn’t meant to be. He was your first guy, right?”
Kris nodded wondering where Ian was going with this discussion. Ian continued, “Maybe you are putting him a pedestal because he is safe and familiar. You are coming out of a failed marriage, he has had a string of bad relationships, I think this cool off period is necessary for both of you. By the way, if Allison invited you to her premier party I think you should skip it. If you really care about Adam, let him have his moment.”
Kris felt sad with Ian’s words but saw the sense in them. He decided to skip the party after all and just stayed home. The next day Allison sent him an email saying he really missed out on a good time and sent a link to her Facebook. Kris went to her page and looked through the pictures. Adam looked amazing of course and it looked like the party was a blast. Kris got to the last few pictures and did a double take. Sure enough there was a picture of Adam kissing Ian on the lips and another one where Ian had his arm around Adam resting on the back of the couch. Kris was livid that he let Ian push him out of the picture just to jump Adam’s bones.
No way was he going to let that letch use Adam. How could Adam be so stupid to sleep with the executive at a major label? Kris was so angry he couldn’t even think rationally. He headed over to Allison’s house to find out what exactly happened at this party and if Adam was dating Ian.
Kris banged on the door until a pissed off, hung over Allison answered the door, “Kris, you are ten hour late for my party. Go away.”
“Where is Adam? Did he go home with Ian? I can’t believe after everything that happened he is still being a player. Did you know he was fucking Ian Crestman?”
Allison just shook her head and let the door open all the way. Kris saw Adam standing there looking hurt and angry. Kris felt a little bad, “Adam.”
“Kris, what is wrong with you? We aren’t dating, remember. Let me remind you that you signed a contract specifically to keep me away so you could sell records and pretend not to be gay. What is your obsession with me not having a sex life? You don’t pay me anymore to be abstinent so it is non of your fucking business who I sleep with so go home before you tarnish your perfect image.”
Kris became livid especially since he only agreed to stay away to help Adam! “I agreed to stay away from you to give you a shot at the music industry. I didn’t want what happened to you in musical theater to happen to you in the music industry. Now you are ruining that by sleeping with that snake, Ian.”
Adam seemed a little skeptical, “You were staying away from me for my sake? Your million dollar career didn’t factor into the decision?”
Kris wanted to be honest, “It was a factor but not as much as you think. Adam, I really care about you and I have never had anyone turn my life so upside down before. Trust me if I thought all I had to lose was my career then I would have gone full steam ahead. However, it was your future too that would have been crushed and I didn’t want to risk that when we could wait and maybe have it all.”
Adam still seemed to be questioning Kris’ motives, “So after your divorce finalizes you are going to come out and start acting like a sane person?”
Kris laughed, “Well, I am thinking of coming out but I am not sure I will ever be sane around you. You think you could get past my craziness?”
Adam hesitated, “Most of it but I won’t be with someone that doesn’t trust me or lies to me.”
“I just worry about you and don’t trust other people like Ian around you. However, you are right you deserve to be treated better and I promise if you ever give me a second chance I won’t waste it. Look, we both agreed to wait a year and you are of course free to date who you want but I am not sure Ian is a good choice.”
Adam just rolled his eyes, “Kris, you are doing it again. I realize I have made a lot of stupid decisions with men, present company included, but I am capable of learning from past mistakes. For the record, Ian and I are not together. What made you think we were? Are you assuming that is the only reason he is letting me do a single?”
Actually Kris hadn’t but the two together but…Kris shook his head, “No, I know you are talented and he can make money off you. I just think you are too beautiful for your own good and he may have used it as leverage. Plus, I am sure an out and proud, good looking man might have some allure.”
Adam laughed, “Really, because you of all people should know I like my boys crazy. Kris, I am really taking a hiatus from men so Ian is not in the cards.”
Kris wasn’t sure he heard Adam right, “You are going to be abstinent for a year?”
Reality seemed to dawn on Adam and he frowned, “A year is a long time.”
Kris nodded, “A really long time.” Kris feeling really bold reached into his pocket and took out his apartment keys. He had Adam’s old key on his ring and slid it off. He held it out to Adam, “In case of an emergency.”
Adam looked and Kris and gave him a 1000 mega-watt smile before taking the key, “Just in case…”
FIN
“Adam, thanks for agreeing to lunch you will love this place. They have the best sashimi in all of LA.”
Adam just smiled to cover up his nerves. He had a feeling he was being wined and dined on purpose which meant he was in for some bad news. They ordered food along with a big bottle of sake.
Once the booze arrived Ian cut to the chase, “The duet with Allison sounds great and we are going to make it the first single so congratulations. However, it won’t be released for three weeks and I don’t want you fucking up your contract before it is out. That is the real reason I arranged for you to work with Nelly Furtado in New York. She is doing a new album and needs backup vocals. It is a great opportunity plus it keeps you out of LA and away from Kris. We have a corporate apartment there you can stay in. It is a two bedroom so you may have to share it with an occasional exec headed to New York but each room has its own bathroom and it is decent size.”
Adam was ecstatic that his duet would be the first single and was perfectly willing to go to New York for three weeks, “That sounds great. My brother lives in New York and it would be great to see him.”
“Fabulous than it is a win-win. The best part is we will pay you five hundred dollars a day when you work and one hundred dollars on your days off.”
Adam thought that sounded great and relaxed through the rest of the meal. Ian kept pouring him sake and drinking quite a bit himself. Adam tensed when Ian put a hand on his leg, “Can I ask you a question?”
Adam hesitated, “Sure.”
“Why Kris Allen? He is nice looking but so boring. Does he have a real wild side I am not seeing?”
Adam gently dislodged Ian’s hand and tried to keep is answer light, “He has a lot of sides but he is just really my type.”
Ian arched a brow as if he didn’t really believe the answer, “Seriously? I would have pictured your type as someone more outgoing or at least more progressive. Anyway, I was just curious because honestly I think you could do better.”
Adam had a sinking feeling this was going to be yet another time he found himself being manipulated, “Kris is a good guy, really. Look, I’ve been through a lot of games so I am sorry if I seem paranoid but are you hitting on me?”
Luckily instead of getting offended, Ian just laughed, “Well, I was mildly flirting to test the waters but I am guessing by your reaction they are a bit cold. Relax, I didn’t really expect you to bite or call me out on it for that matter. My flirting has nothing to do with the contract, the single or New York. You’re an attractive guy and that is just one of my weaknesses. If my flirting bothers you, I will stop.”
Adam just nodded, “I usually like when people flirt but given the last couple years it makes me weary if they are in the industry.”
Ian smiled, “Don’t let a few bad apples spoil the pie. Flirting is supposed to make you feel good and bolster your confidence. Seriously, if it makes you uncomfortable I will knock it off. When you become rich and famous and write a tell all book, I don’t want to be known as that ‘creepy executive’.”
Adam laughed relaxing again, “Well, I am not sure I will be all that famous so you are safe.”
Ian shrugged, “I don’t know, kid. If I was a betting man, I’d put money down on you. Wait actually, I am a betting man since I am putting the label’s money and my reputation behind you. By the way, just so we have full disclosure I am also assigned to Kris Allen and overseeing his album release. That is how I know exactly what is going on with him.”
Adam was confused but Ian continued, “If you found out, I didn’t want you thinking I was manipulating either one of you for my own purposes. Well, that isn’t exactly true since I am trying to make sure neither one of you fucks up your careers but the point is I am not screwing you to help him. I have several big clients assigned to me and the label felt given your connection to Kris Allen, I should just handle you too. You are lucky though because I am very good at my job and rarely do my clients fail to make it to the charts. You are actually my only newbie.”
“Is Allison assigned to you?”
“No, but I am taking an active role in her album because of you. I will make sure the single gets air play on the radios and arrange for one of the best video directors. The rest is up to the public. See, Adam, good things do happen to good people if they stay on target.”
Adam was pretty impressed and found himself liking Ian. However, he had finally learned not to shit where he slept so no matter what he had no intention of ever letting anything happen between them. Plus, although Ian was good looking he was not Adam’s type. He was too tall and muscular. Adam liked his men smaller and more southern.
Adam went to New York and had a great time working in the studio with Nelly Furtado. In fact, Nelly recommended him to some other label artists and Adam ended up spending two months in New York. He felt a little said that Kris never bothered to contact him but was focused purely on living his dream. Ian called Adam back to LA because they were going to release the single featuring his duet and he needed to work on the video.
Adam arrived back in LA and was surprised to see Ian meeting him at the airport, “Ian, I didn’t think label executives doubled as drivers. Is this a new cost saving plan?”
Ian laughed as he helped Adam with his bags, “Actually, I only do this for the good looking clients.” Ian winked, “Sorry, I couldn’t help myself. Actually, I wanted to chat with you before you dealt with any media or industry people. The paparazzi found out Kris Allen filed for a divorce after he released his album last week. It is doing very well. Allison’s single is coming out in two weeks and the media will realize it was written by Kris. They will probably rehash the rumors about you two.”
Divorce! Adam was shocked that Kris actually followed through with filing for divorce. Adam was also surprised the label rather than Kris’ management team was involved, “Why isn’t Allison or Kris’ management team handling this?”
“Kris’ team is a bit incompetent. They never dealt with scandals from him before and they also don’t give a shit about you. Adam, you have real star potential and I think if packaged right you could be an international sensation and that is not my dick talking. Adam, I am the highest paid executive at the label and there is a real good reason why. I can spot talent and turn it into huge profits. I rarely get the chance to work with unknowns these days but that is actually my forte. If this single makes the top ten which it will, I am going to use that as leverage to release a solo single for you.”
Adam could not believe what he was hearing and prayed there was no catch, “Even if I never sleep with you?”
“I would never risk releasing a solo for a lay. I might let someone record a single but no way would I risk my reputation on a release. Adam, I like you and you are sexy as hell but I am doing this because I can make money off you. This is business plain and simple. You need to move on from your past and believe in your talent. Also, if the paparazzi bother you don’t give them anything to harm Kris or yourself. The party line is Kris gave the single to Allison and Kris agreed with Allison’s choice of singers since he had knew your talent from his play. The reason you left the theater was to relocate to Las Vegas because of a girlfriend or boyfriend.”
Adam didn’t like the idea of lying and certainly did not want to feign being a heterosexual, “If I have to lie, I will say boyfriend since I am too out to ever keep it a secret.”
“Good enough.”
Ian dropped him off at Allison’s house and mentioned he would drop by the video shoot. Allison was very excited about the video. They caught up with each other over dinner. Unable to resist, Adam asked Allison if she heard from Kris.
Allison rolled her eyes, “You both are like 12 year olds. Kris asked about you too. I had lunch with him last week. He is doing a mini promo tour for his album and will be gone for a few weeks. Good thing since we need to do this video and launch the single.”
“Did you know he filed for a divorce?”
“Everyone knows he filed for a divorce since the paparazzi found out. I think his wife leaked that information because she was photographed kissing one of her actor buddies at the beach. Now, she can claim they were separated and had intentions of divorcing for a while. I told Kris he should divorce her for adultery but I guess that would be like the kettle calling the pot black.”
Adam just went on with his questions since Allison was providing answers, “Is he living at his house?”
“No, he is in your old apartment. Katy is in the house. I think Kris likes the apartment better anyway. Are you two ever going to talk?”
“Eventually. We both agreed to not see each other until after Kris’ tour. The label does not want a scandal sabotaging Kris’ album sales or hurting me. Ian is willing to give me a shot at a single if this duet breaks the top ten.”
Allison raised an eyebrow, “Ian Crestman promised you a single? Interesting, he is actually a big deal and probably the second most powerful guy at the label. However, I told you he was gay and I hate to say it but he may just be trying to get in your pants.”
“Please, I am sure he has better-“
Allison rolled her eyes, “Really? Because it seems to me most of your problems stem from people trying to fuck you. Anyway, he is a good catch but just don’t put out until you have the single.”
Adam really hoped no one else would think his break was because of sex and that he could finally get past his bad reputation. It seemed whether he was guilty or not he always found himself in situations with compromising appearances. He really hoped Ian didn’t turn out to be another Jack.
*~*
Kris’ parents were not pleased to learn he filed for divorce through the media. His mother called him and was furious that neither he nor Katy had let them know beforehand. Kris explained that he was waiting to tell her in person and didn’t expect the media to get a hold of the story so quickly.
“Kris both you and Katy must have come to Arkansas to file, why didn’t you just tell us then?”
Kris hated that his mom was smart, “I didn’t want you and Dad to try and talk us out of it. It was a long time coming and there was nothing to salvage. Plus, we literally flew in, met with the judge, and flew out.”
“Kris, this is a marriage not a speeding ticket. I know there were some indiscretions but I thought you were going to work things out. No marriage is perfect. You and Katy were such a good match. Did you try going to counseling?”
This was exactly why he didn’t tell them, “It wouldn’t have helped. Katy and I were not as well suited as your think.”
“Did you already find another girl? Are you going to marry someone else is that why you rushed to divorce?”
Kris took a deep breath, “There is no other girl and there probably won’t be. Look, I discovered some things about myself and I think I want to try dating…boys.”
Kris heard his mother gasp, “Kris, are you taking drugs? Where is this coming from? You have never showed any interest in dating boys before now. Look, you are our son and we will always love you but I think you may just be over reacting. If you were gay, don’t you think you would have noticed before now?”
Kris wasn’t sure how to answer that question without admitting too much, “Well, I have wondered before now and this isn’t just a passing thought.”
“Kristopher Neil Allen, did you already have an affair with a man?”
“Does it matter?”
“It was that boy the media said seduces married men, wasn’t it?”
“Adam doesn’t seduce married men. He is very attractive and married men cheat. He didn’t seduce me or make me gay.”
“Are you still seeing this boy?”
“No, we called it quits until my divorce is final and I finish touring. The label doesn’t want any of this coming out and destroying album sales.”
“What does he get out of waiting?”
“Sanity. He doesn’t like being a secret and I think if we were to get back together I would have to come out as a gay man.”
His mother was quiet for a minute, “If that is the case, you better make sure you want to live your life as a gay man. More importantly, you better make sure you are actually gay and not just experimenting. Sometimes, people can get confused. You know your cousin had a lesbian relationship after an abusive marriage but then went back to men. Maybe this guy is just a fluke.”
“Maybe but it really felt right. More right than any other time I was with someone even Katy.”
“All I am saying is you are a celebrity and that means you don’t get to make too many mistakes. If you come out as a gay man for this guy and it doesn’t work, what happens then? Just think things through is all I am saying.”
“So you and Dad won’t disown me if I decide to be gay?”
“Is it really a decision?”
Kris wasn’t sure how to answer that question, “Well, I could continue to fake it…”
“Kris, all I ask is you treat people right, strive to be a good person and try and find happiness. Also, that you come home once and a while and visit us. I am going to give Katy a call and see how she is doing. Does she know about you liking men?”
“Yes and she knows about the affair.”
“That’s good at least I don’t have to feign ignorance. I hate to see you get hurt and I think if the media gets a hold of this story it will hurt. It was so much easier before you went through puberty. Anyway, I love you and I know you will do the right thing. Why don’t you come home for a few weeks and visit?”
“I wish I could but I am doing a publicity tour and then I am going on a nationwide tour.”
“Well, maybe staying busy is for the best. You need to wait until your divorce finalizes before you start dating anyway. Being gay is no excuse for adultery.”
“I know and I am taking a break from all relationships. I will call you when I find out when we will be near Conway. Thanks for not freaking out over the phone.”
“Your father is in the next room watching the game and I didn’t want to disturb him. However, he is also angry that you didn’t tell us about the divorce. I won’t say anything about your experimentation but I don’t think he will be as shocked as you think. We aren’t the sheltered southern bumpkins you seem to think we are and just maybe we have lived a little.”
Kris felt a little chagrined but couldn’t help goading his mother, “Really? You think Dad tested the waters with men?”
Kim Allen snorted, “Stop trying to shock me. Actually, he was the one that thought there was probably a grain of truth to those stories that came out when you supposedly kissed that man in a club. Let me guess, the story was true.”
Kris didn’t say anything so his mother continued, “When you are ready, give your father a call. In the meantime, be good and try to stop getting on TMZ. With you cluttering up the show, how am I supposed to figure out if Kanye and Kim are still together?”
Kris hung up feeling a bit better that at least being gay didn’t mean he’d be an orphan. Kris poured himself a drink and decided from here on out he would start acting like a sane person. He would abide by the label’s requirement that he stay in the closet to the public, wait to sleep with men until his divorce finalized and leave Adam alone until he could engage in an open affair.
The next day Kris began his promo tour. He decided to just ignore Cale. He might have eventually forgiven him for sleeping with Katy but he would never forgive him for his lies, manipulation, and attempts to hurt Adam. Thus, the promo tour lacked the fun he usually had with the band. Maybe it wouldn’t be that bad to lose the career after all.
Allison’s single came out and was well received. Kris was happy she finally was able to break the billboard’s top ten. Kris was also happy for Adam. Kris received an invite to attend a private screening of Allison’s new video. Allison told him there would only be about 100 people there and no media. Kris decided to go since technically he was not seeing Adam “in public”.
On the day of the party he met with Ian to solidify the next single that would be released off his album. Kris was excited since another single would help his concerts sell out. Ian asked him how everything was going with Cale. Kris shrugged, “I ignore him and he ignores me. I would prefer he was out of the band and I think the tension will show through our performance but other than that fine. I think he might be looking for another band so maybe if he lands another gig he will just quit on his own.”
Ian frowned, “That wouldn’t be good since he might be tempted to sell stories to the public without the fear of getting fired hanging over his head. He is under contract with us and we should keep it that way. Patience. Once the tour is over, Allison’s album goes platinum and Adam does a solo single, you can come out.”
Kris thought that sounded like a long time away, “I want to see Adam again. We have a lot of unfinished business that can’t wait years.”
Ian shook his head, “Kris, I know you like Adam and you want to be with him but maybe it just isn’t meant to be. He was your first guy, right?”
Kris nodded wondering where Ian was going with this discussion. Ian continued, “Maybe you are putting him a pedestal because he is safe and familiar. You are coming out of a failed marriage, he has had a string of bad relationships, I think this cool off period is necessary for both of you. By the way, if Allison invited you to her premier party I think you should skip it. If you really care about Adam, let him have his moment.”
Kris felt sad with Ian’s words but saw the sense in them. He decided to skip the party after all and just stayed home. The next day Allison sent him an email saying he really missed out on a good time and sent a link to her Facebook. Kris went to her page and looked through the pictures. Adam looked amazing of course and it looked like the party was a blast. Kris got to the last few pictures and did a double take. Sure enough there was a picture of Adam kissing Ian on the lips and another one where Ian had his arm around Adam resting on the back of the couch. Kris was livid that he let Ian push him out of the picture just to jump Adam’s bones.
No way was he going to let that letch use Adam. How could Adam be so stupid to sleep with the executive at a major label? Kris was so angry he couldn’t even think rationally. He headed over to Allison’s house to find out what exactly happened at this party and if Adam was dating Ian.
Kris banged on the door until a pissed off, hung over Allison answered the door, “Kris, you are ten hour late for my party. Go away.”
“Where is Adam? Did he go home with Ian? I can’t believe after everything that happened he is still being a player. Did you know he was fucking Ian Crestman?”
Allison just shook her head and let the door open all the way. Kris saw Adam standing there looking hurt and angry. Kris felt a little bad, “Adam.”
“Kris, what is wrong with you? We aren’t dating, remember. Let me remind you that you signed a contract specifically to keep me away so you could sell records and pretend not to be gay. What is your obsession with me not having a sex life? You don’t pay me anymore to be abstinent so it is non of your fucking business who I sleep with so go home before you tarnish your perfect image.”
Kris became livid especially since he only agreed to stay away to help Adam! “I agreed to stay away from you to give you a shot at the music industry. I didn’t want what happened to you in musical theater to happen to you in the music industry. Now you are ruining that by sleeping with that snake, Ian.”
Adam seemed a little skeptical, “You were staying away from me for my sake? Your million dollar career didn’t factor into the decision?”
Kris wanted to be honest, “It was a factor but not as much as you think. Adam, I really care about you and I have never had anyone turn my life so upside down before. Trust me if I thought all I had to lose was my career then I would have gone full steam ahead. However, it was your future too that would have been crushed and I didn’t want to risk that when we could wait and maybe have it all.”
Adam still seemed to be questioning Kris’ motives, “So after your divorce finalizes you are going to come out and start acting like a sane person?”
Kris laughed, “Well, I am thinking of coming out but I am not sure I will ever be sane around you. You think you could get past my craziness?”
Adam hesitated, “Most of it but I won’t be with someone that doesn’t trust me or lies to me.”
“I just worry about you and don’t trust other people like Ian around you. However, you are right you deserve to be treated better and I promise if you ever give me a second chance I won’t waste it. Look, we both agreed to wait a year and you are of course free to date who you want but I am not sure Ian is a good choice.”
Adam just rolled his eyes, “Kris, you are doing it again. I realize I have made a lot of stupid decisions with men, present company included, but I am capable of learning from past mistakes. For the record, Ian and I are not together. What made you think we were? Are you assuming that is the only reason he is letting me do a single?”
Actually Kris hadn’t but the two together but…Kris shook his head, “No, I know you are talented and he can make money off you. I just think you are too beautiful for your own good and he may have used it as leverage. Plus, I am sure an out and proud, good looking man might have some allure.”
Adam laughed, “Really, because you of all people should know I like my boys crazy. Kris, I am really taking a hiatus from men so Ian is not in the cards.”
Kris wasn’t sure he heard Adam right, “You are going to be abstinent for a year?”
Reality seemed to dawn on Adam and he frowned, “A year is a long time.”
Kris nodded, “A really long time.” Kris feeling really bold reached into his pocket and took out his apartment keys. He had Adam’s old key on his ring and slid it off. He held it out to Adam, “In case of an emergency.”
Adam looked and Kris and gave him a 1000 mega-watt smile before taking the key, “Just in case…”
FIN