burning out. [to the sounds of grey's anatomy]

[ambiguouschild]

i watched television on a school night for the first time in weeks

Comments

[porcelaingoddes]

Why do you do so much you don't have time to decompress? You force yourself into so many things you don't have time to make for yourself, let alone your friends.

[ambiguouschild]

there is something called creative non-fiction. this wasn't real. this wasn't fake. it was more of a commentary than anything else. but mostly, this wasn't about my life at the moment. or, at least not in the way you think.

i may get myself into a lot. i may do an awful lot that keeps me from other things. but, i never said i wasn't doing it for myself. because i am. everything i'm doing is something i feel i need to do right now. everything i'm doing i feel needs to happen in my life right now. everything i'm doing is having an effect on my life, my whole life. and i'm doing it for myself. for my life. for things to work out. so yea, maybe i don't have a lot of time. but i'm a lot happier with myself than i've ever been in the past.

and no. i don't have insomnia. i sleep well at night. =)

[porcelaingoddes]

There is also something called concern, something called "I don't give a damn about what this truley is about, but I wanted to make a comment to you anyway" and that is exactly what I did.

I don't need to be told how to read, thanks.

I'm glad your happy.