You occupy my mind.
You shouldn't though,
some would say it's too soon.
I just think you're adorable,
and you and I could have some fun.

Sometimes I find myself going back to my old ways.
The days when I was difficult.
When I only liked the chase.

 4.
That's the number of days till I have to face reality again.
The fun is over.
Back to witnessing how much my life has done a 180.

Until then I'll do anything to make me forget/

 This. This whatever you think you have for him
It doesn't really exist. It can't.
Never.
Think about the other boy.
I hope that happens

 We are having a caribbean party.
Me and Sarah.
Jen might join when she comes home.
We went all out.

love is just an excuse to get hurt
and to hurt...

I'm sorry but I can't pass up this opportunity.
I've waited too long 

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fuck,
why can't you make a decision and stick with it.

Drink, work, get high
What am i doing with my life.
I don't know, but it's amazing right now.
 Who could ask for better then living with your three best friends.

And you. 
What the fuck are we doing?
I can't help but like you, even though i don't want any emotional attachments.
I like it though,
I like what we have,
for now.

Fucked, i'm fucked.

I am completely broke for a week.
I have to start living like I'm always broke, it's the only way I can save.
I need July, so I can get a bonus.