so this weekend was pretty chill, was in davis with my grandma while my grandpa was in new york. it was rad. not only did my grandma spoil me rotten, but i also saw 2 Angry Beavers on tv for the first time in sooooooo long. and dude, my grandma is so cool. she was like "doran have you heard of a program called Family Guy?" and i said "duh grandma" ( Read more... )

Saul Williams is fucking magic. i'm in love.

tonight i'm goin bowling. it will be the first time i've ever bowled. whoa. better late than never.

Yeah! Saul Williams!

i keep wondering why i'm such a fuck up.

listened to Presidents of the United States of America today. Hellof middle school status. so chill.

the world's hella a poo face. my head hurts. i feel crazy. i neeed to smoke a bowl. and i CAN'T. the world's hella a poo face.

the end of an era. my parents said i could come back if i'm drug free. so mary jane and I are officially ending our loving relationship. it's gonna be tough, cuz i'm still in love. i've been tossing around the idea of taking a break anyway, but this feels so much more permanent. oh gosh. so i didn't really want to accept, but what else would i do? ( Read more... )

so basically here's my situation ( Read more... )

called into work sick today, really didn't feel like workin and i'd accumulated a fair amount of sick days that i've yet to use. and i'm very glad i did, it's such a beautiful day. the beach is sort of pulling me toward it, i think.

santa cruz was insane

so a year ago today is when all that shit happened and i tried to do something stupid. it's crazy.