its been more than a month since i've had someone who told me they loved me. the pain has only gotten worse. for some reason i never write on this thing, mainly because i know noone reads it. maybe that shouldn't matter at all. but i guess i have to write FOR someone. it's never just for me. i'm at work right now and i can't stop thinking about how ( Read more... )

license. 19 days. yay.
no boyfriend. boo.
yoletsmakeout.

you make it so hard for me to love you.

we're "on a break". i'm not too sure what that means, but all i know is that i initiated it and all i can do is lay on my floor and wallow in self pity. i haven't been able to take murder by death out of my stereo for weeks. god i hope he doesn't read this.

i'm waiting for you to call me. to see you again. to say that you never ever want to let me ( Read more... )

ihavenolifexcore

why do i still care whether or not he talks to me? i shouldnt, i really shouldnt. I should be digustingly happy, but i'm not. god fucking damnit. i need a cigarette, i mean, no?