till they treat you like tundra
-a boy i never met in my life came to my house and we watched a movie and laid in my bed.
we smoked cigarettes.
he played guitar and sounded conor like.
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-went skating and pretended i could land a kickflip.
didn't eat shit.
swung and didn't jump.
was very tired.
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-watched night of the living dead.
was hungry.
held a pink bunny while she punched and kicked with all her strength.
wore a helmet.
little girl hugged me and said she wished i was her sister.
got ready for bed.
talked to a boy.
headed for a clockwork, there was a bomb threat in the street. we never made it.
drank heineken in a dark pasadena neighborhood.
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-got home at five am.
at six neighbor called and said there was a dead kitty in front of my house.
cleaned the house.
waiting.
i'm feeling............