why does it hurt so much? why can't it just go back to the way it was?

well today was eventful. not gonna update about festival too much...i'm sure everyone else will. the bus ride was fun...i haven't lauged like that in a looooong time. thanks amanda and pearl :)

but yes a lot is going on and he's not helping very much. ugh...you know what?? i dont care anymore..if he doesnt care why should i ( Read more... )

i knew it. i knew i was going to end up balling my eyes out by the end of the night.

i'm going to quit. i'm not going to even try anything anymore. screw him if he keeps wanting to play mind games...i'm sick of it. i spent 2 years mending my heart back together, i'm not going to let it break again. i'm not going to cry every night again. i can't and i won't let it happen. it might take some time but i am stopping ( Read more... )

omg omg omg....
wow

::breathes in deeply to calm down::

i can't get my hopes up...

i really do like him....a lot.
i just dont want my heart broken again...

::Sigh::
::Smiles::

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love ya!!!!

i don't think i'm going to homecoming anymore.

too many disappointments in 1 week. i always get my hopes up and it blows up right in my face. i am giving up...i'm`totally done with it all.
i cant stand anymore heartbreaks or anymore crying...