does my background have twinkling stars or is it blank?....

i get my permit tomorrow....then my licence on/around the 27th.

danielle is going out with tanner!! im so happy for her, and they look simply adorable together. :)

i just weighed myself before my bath and i weigh 120.5....thats super low for me...its kinda freaking me out cause ive been ( Read more... )

its finally january....23 days till my birthday hell yes.

sorry if ive been overly emotional, i forgot my pill 2 days in a row and it really fucked with me, i took it today though so i should be pretty good.

hmm...yesterday mike picked me up...it was kind of wierd...i called early in the morning to tell him that i didnt want him to get me cause i ( Read more... )

wow...i kissed 2 girls on new years....thats a total of three in my life...beside family of course.....humph...the night itself was great....we made a fire and set off fireworks and bottle rockets....we were all pretty fuckin drunk and we went climbing up this huge dirt mountain...hah...becky and i were having some trouble, we had to hold hands the ( Read more... )

okay...on new years i got drunk...i was horny and it was new years so i was like shit yeah and mike and i hooked up even though he has a girlfriend cause yah know i dont know the bitch and well, he was fine and i wanted some so yeah.....weeeeellll yah know how its usually guys who want the one night stand?....thats kinda what i was hopin this was ( Read more... )

OMG tonight was the fucking SHIT.

for more info asssk me!!

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( i fell asleep with my kitty :) )

( boogity bah )

Here I am, take me
it's easier to give in
Some people mistake me
They only hear what they wanna hear
If you're losing sleep, forgive me
I just can't keep pretending

I'm packing my bags cause I don't want to be
The only one who's drowning in their misery
And I'll take that chance cause I just wanna breathe
And I won't look back, and wonder how it's supposed ( Read more... )

I AM: Ambyr Dawn Benson [hear me roar?]
I WANT: Things that I can't have
I HAVE: A bellybutton
I WISH: For too many things
I HATE: Attention whores
I FEAR: Rejection
I HEAR: Things I don’t want to hear
I SEARCH: For answers
I WONDER: Why am I so confused/confusing?
I REGRET: Not kicking more ass, hah, kidding….nothing
I LOVE: My pussy cats
I ACHE: Right here ( Read more... )