i feel like ive signed an unbreakable contract that im pretty sure i wanna break but i dont really know if i wanna break it or not. maybe i should just wait til it expires then decide then if i wanna renew or not ( Read more... )

i swear to god, sometimes it seems like half the world is out to screw me over. GAAAAAAHHH ( Read more... )

disneyland fell through. between people getting sick, people having family emergencies, and people not having rides, i was pretty much going to be going alone. but then people could go but by then it was late and i had my heart set on jonah. so i guess winston and jean went home today. sucks that i only saw them once but oh well, at least i got to ( Read more... )

anybody wanna go see gratitude tonight with me for free? (gratitude = jonah's newest band)

just saw wedding crashers and well, just go see it. i heart vince vaughn ( Read more... )

so my dad has disappeared. not physically, his body is still here but his personality has just been drained. its like hes just faded away and i have no idea where he went. its the most horrible feeling ever. its like losing the strongest pillar in your support system without any warning ( Read more... )

in a little under 36 hours i will be on a plane to portland oregon. after that ill fly to redmond oregon. ill be picked up at the airport by someone who will immidiately make me smile. for two weeks that smile will not leave my face ( Read more... )

what goes around comes around BEEYATCH ( Read more... )

tomorrow is the berfday ( Read more... )

this is going to be the longest summer ever.

almost 3 weeks down

almost 3 months to go.

not coming home next summer.