why? i mean really. why bother even conversing with pretty much anyone. why expect that someone could possibly have the ability to listen to an idea that doesn't fit within their ridiculous preconceived notion of right or wrong. i should just not bother. i mean it's great if someone wants to live in some imaginary world where they think they can ( Read more... )

ok so today confirmed that my life has yet again entered bizarro world. i have been suspecting that life was heading in that direction but today sealed the deal. for those who dont know what i mean by bizarro world, it is basically when my life goes completely wonky and shit actually doesnt suck and everything that could have a possible really good ( Read more... )

the red sox won. kicked the yankees in there fucking ass ( Read more... )

i guess i will be productive and venture out into the world. maybe clean my room and do some laundry too. exciting stuff. i will bribe myself with tea and cigarettes to motivate beyond the threshold of my apartment.

squirrel suicide, cicadas clicking away, bush running the free world into the ground. things dont look good folks.

blah. i decided to kick boredom in the ass and paint on my computer. i found a spiffy paint program on here. so i made some pictures. i want to turn them into a website, but i just dont think that will ever happen seeing as i am not so good with making web sites actually work how i want them to. c'est la vie i guess. so now i just putzing around ( Read more... )

wicked wicked wicked wicked! i got tickets for wicked! yeeehaw. i am all filled with happiness due to the fact that i sooooo want to see this show for soooo many reasons. i havent been to a play or anything in YEARS i used to go to the hartford stage when i was in CT, and they tend to have really good productions, so i think i am going to start ( Read more... )

the independent film channel is playing the crying game. woohoo. this movie rocks. i have come to the belief that no movie with forest whittaker can suck. he is in two of my all time favorite movies (crying game being one of them)

so yeah movie time.

i'm cranky. cranky, cranky, cranky. it would be really nice if i could just move my not so large amount of stuff into my new place, but it doesnt seem to be happening. no help, no vehicle, no good. unless i take about 50 bazillion trips in my car and kill myself when i drop the tv on myself or some disaster like that. and even then i cant fit my ( Read more... )

so i have 5 boxes ready to move, and at least 3 more to pack. that is way more stuff than i had planned on moving. i just hope i have a place for it all. its mostly photo stuff(3 boxes) and clothes, and dvd's etc. so yeah i guess i do have a place for all that. but anyways. i still have more stuff i am moving than i expected to, and i still have to ( Read more... )