I thought I could handle being friends or being more than friends or whatever...and I have so far. But I don't know how long that is going to last. Today I am sad. Today is a sad day and its because tomorrow is supposed to be 21 months. And it makes me sad that after all that time, here we are in limbo. He's being a jerk...yes I realize that... ( Read more... )

Great thanksgiving. YUM.

i'm lazy so this entry is short.

the end.

Jer and I broke up.

I'm ok.

He's ok.

We're ok.

Now lets see what the future holds for us.

what do you do when you fall?

you just have to peel yourself off the ground and smile.

you just have to.

:(

Do you ever feel that you are on the complete life path and are doing things so wrong and then your life will be screwed up and fate will be so mad at you that you'll just suffer on through life? (hi run on sentence). Just sometimes I get this unsettling feeling that I am not where I am supposed to be right now. I want to run. I want to canoe. ( Read more... )

School started last week and so far I like my classes. I am only taking three and they all seem pretty intersting. I started doing weight training because I really want to get stronger for swimming and guard team. But right now my pecs really hurt. oww. This past weekend was the dreaded homecoming in which Queen's students were supposed to all ( Read more... )

I've been working like a fiend. A first aid fiend. A crazy crazy fiend. And i love it though!! :) I mean, I signed up for this right? Becoming a part of QFA exec will be so valuable that the sacrifices i had to make for the job wouldn't even matter and it will probably make me a better and more organized person ( Read more... )

Today is my birthday. Yay me. I'm spending it working first aid until 5:30pm. wooot i love first aid.

i'm really tired...working around 80 hours of f dot a dot.

not very talkative either.

come visit me in the JDUC. :P

Jer went to Edmonton this past Wednesday and he's there for another week. Does it make me a loser if I miss him a lot? Because I do. I miss having him sleep next to me and I miss talking to him and hanging out with him. And to make it even worse, I'm home alone in my house for another week...which is scary because I think every little noise is ( Read more... )

Seems like i should say

well as long as this is love

well its not that easy

the song that inspired my diary title. it still gives me shudders. man i love the counting crows.