oh the bipolar moments. i've repeatedly spent money on myself since xmas. i should stop doing that. not like i'm broke, but i realized it was the bipolar power. i just kept convincing myself i needed those things... oh well.

( grade dispute, johns hopkins, etc. )

dearest rosemary ( Read more... )

always disappearing. where do i go? i hide between the leaves of some transient novel ( Read more... )

( warning: depressive content )

i return. the vacation ended too soon. being that it was josh and i's first real vacation together, of course it ended too soon. had a wonderful time, except that i couldn't manage to de-stress at all. josh and i acted like college co-eds (noodles in public places; i.e. in the pool, on the beach, in the shower...). i decided the perfect way to ( Read more... )

added to my list of woes: 1) mum saw my tattoo ( Read more... )

sorry for the oh-so-emo post. thanks to those of you who cared, though.

i had several of those "days from hell" in a row this week and i just couldn't handle it after being treated badly and stressing out since i started my job a month ago. ( rudiments of torture - AKA why i was a nervous wreck )

im having a fucking panci attack for the second time since yesterday and i realize there is no one i can call ( Read more... )

hiccups for several hours. ribs started hurting. tablespoon of sugar ( Read more... )

no one updates in the summer. i'm losing my celebrity status. my following. actually, i don't really mind. although i wish i was able to hear more about others ( Read more... )