Whatever Happened to Americanaffair?

[americanaffair]

This is the true story of letting something envelope and truly consume you whole, then losing interest. I still read on the regular, although I'll admit that I've strayed from Jalex as my go-to. I still have ideas always running in my head, and lots of unfinished documents open in my computer. But I think this was a coping mechanism, and I've moved

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[kebencaruso]

I just... i just read this.. and.. and this made me cry alright.. dont make fun of me you were a great writer.. and yeah.. I hope you find what's best out there :) it takes real courage to let go but you did and we're happy for you. I still love you just the same.

[americanaffair]

Thank you so much! Honestly, I just wanted however is still left to know I am so grateful for the kindness and humour that has been provided to me. I really wish, if I could change one thing about myself it would be to write more often and still post on here. It makes me feel... An odd guilt. I feel like my fic could never do what people did for me. But thank you so much <3

[kebencaruso]

It's okay not to update more often. Every single one of us has some things to do outside this fanfic world. It's okay to take a break if you ever feel pressured and shitty. But it's comforting to know that there's people here that will still take you back when you find your own muse come back here again. <3 We're happy you're finally finding real life amusing, XD as some of us can't see that. Never feel guilty of things you never did, it's no one's fault that you have no inspiration to write(if that's even the case), it happens to a lot of people. But I wish the best for you and just never forget that we're always gonna be here when you come back. :) A lot of people really love you even if we're thousand miles away from you and we haven't met you, we're here. As always, and we'll always love you and your fic.

It must be nice to know that there's people out there that masturbate to your fics. XD