reminescence

[americanpoet3eb]

Those I have lost continue to haunt my mind and emotions day in and day out. Sometimes I have a bad day and it all comes raining down on me. Today is one of those days. I miss Mary so much. I miss Thierry. It hurts so bad. Why does the pain of death never truly go away? Your bad days just get more spread out, but when you do have a bad day,

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[llamawaffle]

i really relate to mary kate. i talked to a close friend the other night and she said she wouldnt be sad if i died because i've basically had one foot in the grave since she's known me. trying to turn over a new leaf. i've been off drugs for over a month. od'ing doesn't scare me. it's leaving people behind that would write something like that. i don't wanna hurt anyone more than i already have, ya know?