So many lost souls.... to think I craved to be with them.

[americansushi]

Im not saying Im found, but rather lost souls are more like people swimming in an ocean.... at least I have my little boat to keep me afloat. I see them fighting life, they talk an talk about doing something with themselves, yet they do nothing. I saw the error of my ways and took the action to chage for the better. I gave up on trying to help

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[wisdom_war]

I'm happy for you Ben. I think that what you gave up on is an important live long lesson... I know I had and still have a hard time with it at times.. I know I can't help those who won't help themselves, but like so many people, I still get the urge to and the feeling that I wish I could.

I think that from what you've written in thie entry, things are looking up for you :) Your last statement brought a tear to my eye. I truly wish you all the best Ben. I think you have a bright future ahead of you. Make the most of every moment of it. Live in the present and be happy. You deserve it.

Good night xxxx

[americansushi]

Ah thank you Judy.
Yes isint it funny... talking about a wife or little kiddies of my own. All in due time, I've seen many people mess their lives up by trying to do too much too soon (myself included). I've come along way these past couple of years, I cant even imagine where my life will be in March 2006, I'll have to remember to look back at my livejournal. (Go look at my early entries, you'll see a total stranger, lol)

Heh, makes me think, what if I know what I know now, but had to live back then.... Id go insane. Id feel totally helpless and probadly end up trying to change things to reflect my future, and forget something and screw up the space-time continum. :P

[wisdom_war]

lol well, knowing me, I went and took a look *looks innocent* times were most probably different two and a half years ago, but I do still recognize your style :) And now, amongst other things, I know you had a puppy (or a dog named puppy?--I'm assuming here it was a dog lol).

So on that note I say, 'night stranger ;)