Hmm, where to begin. Monday was a fun day.. I hung out with Rye after she got out of work and we went to Glen Lake to go swimming.. It was fun, except when she got mad at me and claimed i was "trying to drown her" Hey Rye, c'mon.. How is pulling your head under the water trying to drown you? Haha. She tried to get a hold of Doc and Carl so we ( Read more... )

Well today was a pretty interesting/fun day. My mom woke me up around 9 (gawd) and I got ready and went to church. Pretty boring.. My mind always tends to wander when I'm there even though I know it shouldn't... It's just- kind of boring.. I need real entertainment to draw my attention. But I realized when I was at church how much stronger I ( Read more... )

Yesterday was pretty fun. I hung out with Cassie and we watched Trapped in Paradise.. it was an "eh" kind of movie. Then we met up with Jill at the mall so she could buy her dad a present. She got him the raddest caller i.d. ever! It was in a globe sort of thing and the numbers appear up. I don't know.. it'was awesome though. We were going to ( Read more... )

On Tuesday I had to work but after I went over to Rye's house so we could dye our hair. I had to dye hers and I was pretty nervous.. I wasn't sure if it was going to turn out well or not. But I guess it did.. I still haven't seen it but Rye said that it looked good. Mine didn't turn out quite like i wanted it too. It pretty much looks the same, ( Read more... )

The last week in North Carolina has SUUUCKED! All of my parent's complaining, my dad driving too slow, being stuck with my parents, Fayetville, Dave leaving for England... Gaaaah. We just got back and there's nothing to do so I decided to go online. I've missed everyone so badly.. You don't even know. I've felt completely empty inside without ( Read more... )

Well this will most likely be the last post until I leave for North Carolina. By the way, the whole reason why my mom, dad, and I were going down was to see Dave at the base. We just found out today though that he'll be leaving for England to train on Sunday. Sigh, there goes my roller coaster rides partner. Yesterday was pretty boring at first ( Read more... )

On Thursday I hung out with Ry so she could come with me to pick up Zac's graduation gift and then later come with me to the GHS graduation ceremony.  Everything was going along great, until I was at best buy buying Zac's present.  He called saying how much he missed me then told me that the seniors had to go pick up some awards in Boston.  Now, to ( Read more... )

Lately, it seems as if my life has been washed down the drain and all i can do is just fall away from me forever.

I have lost my parents trust (don't ask if you don't already know).
Zac and I haven't been going through such "good times"
My family sucks...ESPECIALLY my sister
It feels AND IS basically that I am all alone with no one to turn to.
It ( Read more... )

I hate being miserable like this. Sometimes I wish I could just lay down and die..

I hope vacation has been well for all of you. Mine certainly hasn't been much of a trip. Beginning of my vacation I found out that my meme was having heart failure.. My mom is making me go to a stupid sex abstinance meeting the Sunday after prom that is supposed to last 4 hours! On top of all that.. I've been coughing my brains out ANNND I have ( Read more... )