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[americasangel]

ya know? right before this whole breakup thing, suddenly one day i woke up and everything was right with the world. i was okay. i was optimistic again! it was like i was suddenly pulled out of the hole i was in. it was magnificent. reese and i were happy for those few days, until he fell down a very similar hole

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Awesome!

[luckyskwirel]

Yeah, you sounded like you were in a really good mood on the phone today, but especially the other day. It was refreshing and kinda cheered me up. Thanks for being so honest in your posts, knowing that I'll probly read them. (Maybe that's what you wanted, or maybe it didn't even cross your mind, but either way, its probably for the better.

honesty

[americasangel]

i'm not sure why i'm writing so much lately. or even how honest i'm being. i'm not sure if i'm writing honestly because you're reading this or in spite of it. i dont want you to pity me or anything, but i do realize that you knowing what i'm doing over here could be a good thing. i dont know...

but as far as my good moods, it goes in and out. i deal with some times that i feel absolutely HORRIBLE. and at those times, its really hard to think about anything else. but others, i just ignore it. and realize that despite that we're broken up and theres so much now that i cant do or say, etc, i love the conversations we're having. i love talking to you. somethings are better now. i just wish it was similar but we were still together. or together again. or whatever. i dont know. nevermind.

perhaps something good WILL come out of this.