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[americasangel]

i really don't know what to say here

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[aqui_aqui]

the picture before poledance-ellen
is really pretty.

[americasangel]

thanks

[americassweetie]

i'm not saying sorry because i don't think i did anything wrong. like what you said. Mine was just as much as a prank as yours was. One i didn't know you were wearing what you were cause i thought you wouldn't cause it was short. Two I did feel bad for what i did cause it was embarrasing, just wasn't wrong to me. That "not caring" is all BULLSHIT, i do care about you its just you blow everything out of porportion in my eyes sometimes, it was a silly thing that wasn't a big deal. And i didnt want to talk to you that night cause you said "DON'T TALK TO ME" and i didn't! You slapped me hard it was red for a long time, did you say sorry? No. Did i get over it and not make a big deal out it? Yes. I love you. I love you. How many times do i have to tell you so you don't think i don't care. Cause i do. I dont know why you keep thinking that i don't for not saying sorry (for nothing).

[americasangel]

i slapped you because that was VERY wrong to do. i totally would have gotten over this if you had said sorry. i would have been mad for a while then gotten over it.

but it WAS wrong. and it hurts. it hurt me. and if THAT doesnt matter. if THAT doesnt make you care, make you apologize, even just to make me happy, then you DONT care. all i wanted was a fucking apology. does that really take so much? if you wanted an apology for my JOKE of just touching the bottom of your skirt to make you think that i pulled it up, i would have. i slapped you because of what you did. what you did was SO much worse than what i did.

and you know i hold grudges. and i don't forgive, or forget unless i have a good reason. and right now, i dont have one.

i dont WANT to be mad at you, i just can't help it. a fucking goddam apology. does that REALLY take so much?

Sneaky sneaky!

[anonymous]

I'm not posting anonymously so that I can say nasty things and not get into trouble. I am posting anonymously because I really don't think this is anything for me to stick my nose in, but I just can't resist, and I would rather not be seen as "taking sides." Okay, here goes. Ellen, you do sometimes blow things out of proportion. "even if she didnt think that she did anything wrong, just knowing that i was mad should make a person say sorry." That's wrong. If she didn't think she did anything wrong, then she didn't think that she did anything wrong, and now you're just digging for sympathy. And you're doing this whole, "because I'm mad the world should all feel sorry" bit. You haven't done this in a while, and many people thought you were past this stage. Be the charming girl we all know is in there somewhere! You know that Shan cares about you, but you get fed up with her all the time. Isn't she allowed to get fed up with you? That's a side effect of having a sibling, rivalries happen. And Shan, the resolution to Ellen's

Re: Sneaky sneaky!

[americasangel]

okay. i understand what you're saying.

this is just one time that as far as she goes ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS. it was a simple sorry. and like it or not, i'm going to have to wait it out on this one. because i need this. it is important to me. i was hurt, badly. an apology doesnt have to be an admission of guilt. just an acceptance of some responsibility or the aknowledgment of someone else's hurt or pain. thats all i wanted.

[josh7714]

I like the picture with your hair out!

[americasangel]

thanks.