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Feb 07, 2004 19:18

went to a swim meet today with sammi. was much fun. hurt my voice. saw many yummy boys. too bad certain boys don't swim... *shrug* it was awesome tho. makes me miss it a lot ( Read more... )

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gilliganguy February 7 2004, 17:30:36 UTC

I used to swim. I wore a speedo. Im not embarassed. I'll still wear it for special occations. haha. Wanted to make you laugh there.
-C

americasangel February 7 2004, 17:31:25 UTC

lol i think i saw you once.

i swam for 6 years. i miss it everytime i go to a meet. but i dont miss waking up freaking early for practice.

Re: its_an_isha February 9 2004, 15:53:26 UTC

Speedos~~~ I can't say I like them more than nipple rings. HEH.

Miss me? ghttosoldier February 7 2004, 18:57:00 UTC

Hey grl jus wanna say hi

Re: Miss me? americasangel February 7 2004, 19:47:31 UTC

i didnt know you had a livejournal!!!
you need to update more... lol.

yes i miss you and hi!!

Ok Newbie here ghttosoldier February 7 2004, 20:19:41 UTC

i am tryin to get the hang of this ok.

Re: Ok Newbie here americasangel February 7 2004, 20:20:30 UTC

haha okay. its not THAT hard tho. cute pic.

its_an_isha February 9 2004, 15:54:39 UTC

Sometimes you have to fool yourself with crushes in order to convince yourself to keep on going.

americasangel February 9 2004, 17:12:35 UTC

yeah. thats what this is. but its nice to have someone to think about that makes me smile more than cry.

not that reese always makes me cry, but when i think about what i wanted for me and reese- our future- i can't help but feel upset, ya know? but i DO have wonderful times with reese- i don't want anyone to get the wrong impression.

its_an_isha February 10 2004, 16:44:26 UTC

I am not. I don't know what is really going on though. It seems however that you are hurting and that sucks.

americasangel February 10 2004, 16:47:36 UTC

it is true- i am hurting. i am madly in love with this incredible boy and he's not sure if he still wants to be with me. i know, i should have expected this- me being the first girl he's ever been with- but i never expected us to last this long to begin with. and now that we had- i think we both thought we'd be together forever. and now things have changed and i dont like not being with him. i miss being able to kiss him or hold his hand. he's been my best friend for almost 3 years and we were a couple for almost 2. its just hard having someone that close to you break your heart like that.

a lot of this stuff is really complicated.