This is gonna be a long one, sorry to say ( Read more... )

I was going to use this entry to update on how Warped was, and explain about my $105.50 speeding ticket from the nicest Statie I've ever met ("I don't like giving kids citations because it only ups their insurance and they're already paying a lot as it is, so I'm going to write it up as a violation of the turn speed since this is a windy road, so ( Read more... )

Its amazing how much easier it is to breathe and write when writer's block seems to have gone away for the moment.  Here's something I've been kicking around and working on all day...

A Leech With Green Blood

From out of the sewers and darkness they came,
Limbs hanging low, with hollow eyes devoid of soul,
To prey on the unsuspecting above,
The ( Read more... )

Since my last entry on Friday night, things only seemed to get worse during the weekend.  I got hit with a feeling similar to what I think Evan was experiencing yesterday, and that was like a chasm swallowing me whole.  I had thought that venting on here had helped to ease my anxiety, but apparently it had only blunted what I was feeling and as the ( Read more... )

I'm not expecting anyone to read this anyway, which is probably why I'm even bothering to put my whiny, personal problems into it at all ( Read more... )

Imagine me reading this on the radio in my voice ( Read more... )

After a month and a half or so of listening to it occasionally because of her recommendation, yesterday I finally understood why the song "The Best Deceptions" by Dashboard Confessional made Kate cry when she listened to it because it reminded her of me ( Read more... )

So ( Read more... )

As I wrote maybe a month ago or so, I've been writing music again. I finally managed to finish the song that I was speaking of, which I've called "Go". I'm also working on three others, one called "If It Weren't For Hell, I'd Murder You With a Smile", and "Disneyland in the Apocalypse" (picture "Los Angeles is Burning" by Bad Religion), which I ( Read more... )

"There's a strange sense of peace that comes over you when you've given up your last shred of dignity. It's nice." -Francis; Malcolm in the Middle ( Read more... )