I want to be in love forever

[amerikanmouse]

HEllo there. Today is a good day. I am starting to get better and I do not fear for my life so much. I am farely tired. I miss me but it is different this time. I am starting to use first person more often. I am okay. Do not worry about me to much. I miss u to Dark Angel. Remember to love me.

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You sound very familiar

[mnm]

I only read a little from your past couple of entries. When you said something about your brother's abuse, it triggered something. I had a friend from the begining of 4th grade to the summer before sixth grade, I never saw her brother abuse her but I wouldn't doubt it! RYan never seemed to care how far he went when he was "goofing" around he always ended up hurting her. We were best friends then one day she up and dissapeared. I miss her. anyway I am very sorry that you have to go through that. Anyway If you ever need to talk you can write and I will listed.
And please don't think I am phsyco I just know she hurt emotionaly as well physically.

Re: You sound very familiar

[amerikanmouse]

I do not think you are crazy. I apperciate your offer in supporting me. I think I will take you on that offer. My brother's abuse is not my problem it just really hurts sometimes. It is like history repeats itself. My grandfather abused in every way. My dad in every way except sexually. My brother every way except for sexually. I guess I am kinda use to it. Thank you again and keep writting. Do not forget to love me.

[ilovekurtcobain]

aww that was sweet..hows everything going now!?
xoxoxox,
kasper
whatsur real name

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[amerikanmouse]

My real name is Jillian. You still have not answered any of my questions I asked a while back.

rah !

[jazmyn]

r u dead ? :-( julie misses u god damnit...!

hey

[razorblade]

hi there
aww you sound alot like me any many ways.
most being depressed. everything will get better.
bye~

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[anonymous]

Hi jill...it's chuck