i don't know where this is from but i really like it ( Read more... )

Just realize that I know how you feel now If all I am is distraction for you then I can't complain that you can't feel something for me Take all you can find in me

ugh kayla is a pain in my butt sometimes. lol. she keeps bugging me to update. since the last time i updated i told her i was like 'I DID IT!' and she goes 'DO IT AGAIN!' i was like woman! lol. but anywho. nothing interesting going on here. my dad is having his friends over to "jam" so i'm waiting for my mom to come home to take me out of here. i ( Read more... )

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kayla marie is forcing me to update, she's been on my butt about it for ( Read more... )

heyheyhey.   how are you on this fine sunday afternoon? okay here. i think i still have strep throat. kind of sucks, kind of not. umm my spring break was pretty fun i suppose. samantha's party was alot of fun. so was krista's. i kind of want to go back to school. but then again i don't. haha. umm. i changed my layout once again. woohoo. kayla got a ( Read more... )

how does it feel to know you're everything i need? the butterflies in my stomach could bring me to my knees <33   Hey there. Umm there isn't really anything new. my chair keeps making funny noises. I've just been sitting on my butt for like two days straight. woo best spring break yet. not really. i've been feeling like crap. and i don't know why ( Read more... )

heyyyyy. ahh i need to start updating way more. so, it's spring break. yipeeeee. on friday me and kayla did field day for the little kids, it was quite fun. then me kayla chelsea and samantha went up to prescott for a retreat for church. it was freeeezing. 30 something degrees. it snowed. it was awsome. the cabins were kinda crappy, but i still had ( Read more... )

--Why is it everything's all loneliness with me? I guess sometimes I try too hard, and sometimes you cause it, but it always carries on and on. "What did you ever become?" you asked. I said, "I was told to be smiles and bright eyed happiness, but sometimes I can't find anything to laugh at." "I don't want to be here." you said. It seems like I ( Read more... )

"I can't take it anymore. When I'm with you, I feel like I'm nothing. I feel like I'm nothing. That's why I flinch when you come to touch me. It's why I never touch you. Why I never even think about it. Because when I start to, it just reminds me that I'm not good enough."

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